Lost The Meaning

I don't even know what to say anymore
And somewhere along the way
I lost the meaning to words
and the ability to understand what they meant

I sit here waiting for the words to come
It's like trying to catch a sheet of paper
When the wind took it up in the air
and blew it a couple of miles away

Are we supposed to walk
a couple of miles to find the words
that seem to be lost in the corn field
or do we just let them decay in the field