My happiness is all fading,

My happiness is all fading,
My happiness is all fading,
Not near them is even better,
Thoughts that let me know where Iam coming from,

There are many reasons that Iam learning,
This is all that is seen in my clear picture,
There is the happiness that I will live to see this day,
Every moment in life is coming all clear,
My definition is not hard to describe,
That Iam living through alot of hard lessons.