Anxiety

do you love me really
have you thought me recently
do you still care about me
I want to ask that question
but the words swallowed by the dark of night

do I have a right to say
will you answer my call
should I understand you further
I'm always at your side
but your voice becomes strange and distant

can I share my burden
am I doing something wrong
can I feel you again
I want to hug you to squash this anxiety
but doubt trap me in the cage of stone