It Is Difficult to Feel Anything

I'm sorry,
I left my script at home.
Was I offering heartfelt empathy,
From this location yesterday?
Or had I been blocked,
To deliver that somewhere else?

And...
Does that come before or after,
I've made eye contact?
Or should I make it at all?

With these additional new lines,
It is difficult to feel anything.
At any given time.
And what is my motivation?