If I Am NOT Going To Accept My Own Negativity

Why have I stopped speaking to you,
And avoiding the possibility of having contact?
Even with the turning of my back,
If I should see you publicly...
To make you aware of that?

I don't have to think of a response,
To excuse this fact...
If I am not going to accept my own negativity,
What makes you think I should have patience...
To sit quietly and listen while being bored by yours?