Ofhh How Painful Dreams

it's really hard
to alway feel
like a lover
lost
always trying to find them
again
forever missing his love and love

it's really painful to never know where they are
you look into their eyes
they're not really there
it hurts to miss them
and wonder
will they ever be back?
It's hard to love yourself when they were never really there to show you how
to feel
and love you
it's hard
to have completely forgotten how to be