A regret for love

I regret having loved you in life
I had considered you for the place as wife
I tried for you though time was not ripe
There were many proposals in pipe

You were in hurry to make holy deal
You in fact loved me in real
You wanted it to happen with official seal
I too desired or it and had urge to feel

It is nice feeling to have very good friend
Life seems at our feet and fast closing to an end
The final day has arrived and it is cherished dream
The sun has also blessed us with his direct beam

We lacked practical experience and went for it
We were mentally unprepared and unfit
It was not disastrous but just beginning
The day was coming to an end in the evening

We too started with bang
She revolved around me and sang
I did buy all her arguments and accommodated
She went in with complete zeal and adjusted

No joy mains permanent in life and there is show down
You may not like to see each other and very often frown
The love life is short lived and there comes many short falls
You are often irritated at guests and frequent unnecessary calls

You made it hell with narrow thinking
Everything was available and for asking
You made mess of everything and blew
You left me alone for nothing and flew

It was childish action and you considered it as play
It was altogether foolish man’s idea and way
It was hasty action and you waited for no longer
It is draining me down and I live as stranger

We had vowed to stay till the last
You lost your courage and stand very fast
You had doubted on very small things
I was loosing ground and feared for everything

I had all the passion for my lovely friend
I had kept on moving with fine trend
At no stage I tried to hurt your sentiments
You too had all pleasure with nice compliments

You had your way of dealing with the facts
I never went against it or badly reacted
You did not weighed its pros and cons
I still remain your lover and very fond

I tried to regret it very late
I did not buy the arguments that it was fate
How one can go in for it and relate?
I loved her so can’t go against or hate

poem by Hasmukh Amathalal
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