I Dont Want You...

i dont want you...
sexually,
if i cant have you
spiritually,
walking...
not behind me,
nor in front,
but beside me,
as my true companion.

i dont want you...
emotionally,
if i cant have you
eternally,
aware of each moment,
alive in each moment.

i dont want you...
conditionally,
if i cant have you
totally,
immersed in the give and take,
the ebb and the flow.