Will It Be Painfull
will it be painfull?
tears are approaching
my feelings and emotions
are ruff as im growing
my decisions are brewing
and it mixes so fluently
sometimes i need to remember im me
will it hurt?
i start to learn
that no matter how much i do and earn
ill still be lower than dirt
im not always sure
and i hate to argue my side
when no ones listening
and it seem i got ditched again
do i really care?
am i maniacle?
thoughts are lent towards synacle
and maybe i understand
from hell and beyond
whats the fucking point?
why would i care about my problems?
when my whole life i've been told that
i will never know how to solve them
i might as well accept the consequences
not knowing how deal with this and this and this
i'll roll it off my shoulder i guess
will i cry?
i cant hold a flame to your blazing candle
when the world seems like its to much to handle
i wonder..wonder..and wonder.. will it be painfull?
