If only you knew...
Taking off my clothes,
I see all the bruises & scars,
No one has ever seen,
They took all my innocents from me,
In just a minute,
I never thought this would happen to me,
What a horrible person,
That I will never forgive or forget,
Living with this is hard enough,
But telling the person I love is even harder,
Do you really care?
I know you do that's why,
I hide it all from you,
Not because I want to lie or like to,
But because I have to,
I never want you worrying about me,
All of the hurt I keep inside,
Never being able to tell you exactly how I feel,
I do it for you...and only you,
Yes, you surely don't understand,
Though I only pray maybe one day you will,
Just promise me you will wait for me,
Until I'm ready...
Then no more lies, & I'll tell you the truth,
Even if it kills me inside.
By; Brandi Dybala *1/3/11*
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Lost, Hurt, Lonely.
Lost,
Hurt,
Lonely,
Tears running down her face,
She feels like she's gonna puke,
Beating herself up inside she doesn't understand,
Why does he have to say this stupid sh! t,
Only if he realize what he's doing,
Can't she have the strength to tell him,
Or shall it only make things worst,
Never wants it to end,
But she wonders in the back of her mind,
Will he ever realize this and change! ?
By: ~Brandi Dybala~ *12/3/2010*
poem by Brandi Dybala
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It's My Life
I'm so sick of this,
You tell me one thing,
Then freak out and say something else,
What do you want from me? ?
I'm only human!
I know you were ALOT worst off at my age,
Then I am right now or will ever be,
Give me a break!
Give me a straight answer,
Don't lie,
Don't sugar coat it,
If you don't want me to,
Don't talk to me about it,
Easy as that,
Yeah..I've thought about it time and time,
But I also want you to ALWAYS be proud of me,
So I won't even try it,
I only do this for you,
Can you see that? ?
Yes, I'll make mistakes,
And I hope and pray you'll forgive me,
Like God and Jesus do everyday,
I can't do this no more,
Maybe I should just do what I want,
You only live once right? ?
I know you're only trying to look out for me,
But it is MY LIFE,
Let me make it my own way,
I am a good person believe it or not,
I want alot out of my life,
And I will succeed,
I don't know what to do right now,
I don't know exactly what you want,
I'm so tired of always trying to please you,
I need advise,
I need help,
I need directions,
Where to go from now,
Ohh well...
What ever happens...happens.
By; Brandi Dybala *2/28/11*
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Gone
Thoughts filling my mind,
Heads gonna explode,
Close my eyes,
Feel the cold pain,
Hold my breath,
Don't let go yet,
Keep it all inside,
Slowly difting away,
And never coming back,
To reality at least,
Only for a moment,
But soon taking it all back in,
Gasp...heart beating faster,
Opening my eyes,
Take it all in,
But never wanting to go back and do it again...
By; Brandi Dybala *1/12/11*
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Betrayed
Betrayed,
Backstabbed,
I thought you said you love me,
I thought you were my best friend,
Like a brother,
Pshh, boy wasn't I wrong,
You fooled me,
Had me lost for words,
Abandoned me when times got hard,
Left me when I needed you the most,
You know what! ? ,
Screw you! ,
I deserve better,
ALOT better,
Consider this a test,
And you completely failed,
While running like a little bitch,
At least I now know who my TRUE friends are,
Don't bother ever coming back,
Cuz I can promise ya I will NEVER give you a second chance,
Goodbye loser,
Not nice knowing you!
By; Brandi Dybala *1/20/11*
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Fake
I cant stand the sight of you
I cant stand what you put me through
Your lifes a lie, but you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I cant stand, oh, the thought of you
I cant stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you inside
Let!
It all go
[i look] at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be
I cant stand what you put me through
I cant stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
You try so hard to be wanted
-false emotions tells you fronted
I feel being a person relies on one thing:
Be yourself, let you come through
Youre too afraid to really be
Someone who has the thoughts who doesnt care to be
Be yourself, let you come through!
Fake!
-youll regret it, youll regret it
song performed by by Korn
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A Lifetime
Feeling speechless,
You took the words right out of my mouth,
When you wrote that.
I feel as though I'm the luckiest person alive,
I start to think you deserve better,
But I now know we were put on the earth to find each other,
Spending the rest of my life with you,
Is all I want and will ever want.
I never thought I would be able to find a guy like you,
I'm so very blessed,
Words can't describe how much I love you,
But Baby just know,
I'm inlove with you,
You complete my heart,
When the time comes just know,
The answer will be a yes,
The words I'll say will be 'I Do',
Let's be together,
Live this wonderful life together,
Have a family,
Just be happy,
And inlove. ♥
By; Brandi Dybala *1/23/11*
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The Sight Of Love
Everyday gets harder to deal with,
Not being with you brings me great pain,
Is this what loves suppose to feel like?
Is this what people talk about all the time?
I want you so bad,
I'd do anything to be with you right now,
I miss you more then the Earth misses the sun,
You are my sun...
The one who warms me up inside and out,
Keeps me alive every second of the day,
But, when you're not with me I feel as if I could just die,
When you're gone the only thing that keeps my heart beating is the warmth of your presents.
If that ever goes that away,
I don't know what I would do,
There would be nothing worth living for...
poem by Brandi Dybala
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The Love Pain
Trying to forget the pain
Trying to forget the hurt
Hoping to go under the rain
To wash all the hurt and the pain
But where can I run
There is nowhere to hide
All the suffer I have been through
Does not want let me go
I feel rage, I feel bad
And no one even care
With all the pain on my chest
I can’t share or even ease
Help me god, help me please
Love is going through my vain
Heart is beating with too much pain
Pain of love and pain of longing
For the best person I ever have
What will happen if I die
Without saying how I feel
Oh god help me, help me please
Misery
Each night is getting harder to deal with,
The love I feel for you,
Is starting to bring me great pain,
I never thought love could feel so powerful,
I can't sleep without your arms around me,
Wishing every second of the day to be with you,
Why can't I be lucky enough to spend every waken moment with you?
I'm sick of waiting,
I just can't wait no longer,
It has only been 7 months,
And already I feel as if I'm going insane without you next to me.
I'm falling deeper into depression,
You are the only one that can catch me,
Save me and bring me back to life,
In your arms is were I let go,
Knowing you will take care of me,
I can finally breath again
poem by Brandi Dybala
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Inside Out
Inside out, ooh you got me inside out
Oh inside out, oh inside out
Now everybody keeps on telling me how to be
And everybody tells me do what they say
Oh Ill help myself its up to me and no-one else
But till Im ready just keep out of my way
Inside out, ooh you got me inside out
Oh inside out, oh inside out
Now everybodys got me running round, up and down
And here I am going out of my mind
But I wont lose sight of all the, the things Im looking for
Theyre coming to me and Im taking whats mine
Inside out, ooh you got me inside out
Oh inside out, oh inside out
Ill play the game
Well make the same mistakes
Its all the same
If we can give and take
Hold on, hold on, ooh
Hold on, hold on, ooh
Inside out, ooh you got me inside out
Oh inside out, oh inside out
All of my life Ive been searching and hanging on
Turning a corner, never know what Id find
But now Im back again like I never went away
Ooh let me in Im through with wasting my time
Inside out, ooh you got me inside out
Oh inside out, oh inside out
Oh inside out, ooh you got me inside out
Oh inside out, oh inside out
song performed by by Phil Collins
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Nothing's Perfect
That night she called me
on the phone again
Almost in tears and
she was home again
I couldn't see her bruises
but I felt the pain
It took a long time to get it over with
Not something easy to get even with
But never in her life would it happen again
You can tell just what I feel inside
Just by looking into my eyes
You seem to know me
better than I know myself
It's hard to find out that the reason why
You feel so hurt inside
song performed by by Shoot High Aim Low from Shalplatte
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I Give Up On Love
Every time I want to love someone else
It hurt so much because
I promise myself that
I wouldn't love anyone else, but you forever
People think I'm fool for falling over you, but
I know you are wonderful person
I give up on love
For now and I try and try, but at end I fall down
My heart is turn into black stone
Part of me is gone
I feel like different person
I'm just single lady for now
Guys act so sweet to me
Then at end they hurt me
I can't take any of this anymore
I give up on love
For now
I wish I can go back in time and fixed everything I done wrong
So I won't feel like this, but it happen
I won't act like it didn't happen
I need to be strong
I don't want to waste another minute with guys who going play with my heart and break it
Why can I go for sweet guys?
I'm being fool not to because of you baby
I give up on love
For now
You make me so afraid and play on safe side
So I stop getting hurt
I give up on love
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Overcome
I was raised to believe what I see
So I pray to God
Give me strength
Help me breathe
When they suck
Life from me
Somethings wrong Anything
CHORUS-
Wrong with me
I dont see
Anything Wrong with me
So I write and I pray
And I live day to day
And I wait
For the sun
And I love everyone
Still they find
Something wrong
CHORUS
You cant hide what inside whats inside,
You cant hide what inside whats inside,
You cant hide what inside whats inside
You cant hide what inside when you die
You cant hide whats inside when you die you will die
(break me break me down)
You cant hide whats inside when you die,
You cant hide whats inside when you die,
You cant hide whats inside when you die,
You cant hide whats inside when you die
You will die, You will die, You will die
song performed by by Good Charlotte
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Once Again
How could you do this to me! ?
You told me you did it to make her happy,
Well just know while you were making her smile,
You were making me cry. You hurt me so much that my heart is half broken.
Excuse after excuse..
I've heard them all.
You say you love me with all your heart..more then anything else in the world...
Well, you must be wrong.
If you loved me that much you wouldn't even thought of doing what you did.
I know plenty of guys that would NOT even dream of doing that.
Know why? ..
Because they are in love with their girlfriend. And only want that one girl, wants to make them happy...only them, not some other girl.
So there, I guess you don't love me as much as you thought you did.
This is IT! I mean it. I've given you many chances, and I'm getting so tired of everything.
Smarten up for once or I'm gone..forever.
You made me feel sooo stupid. Everyone saw that..I don't want people thinking I'm one of those girls that stay around no matter what. I'm NOT gonna let you use me.
You tell me over and over I deserve the very best...yet you do this to me? ! ? !
Why? I don't understand..
Maybe you're right, maybe I do deserve better. Please prove me wrong. Please don't make me regret this many of chances I have given you.
By; Brandi Dybala *04/07/11*
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Our Story
Sweet Oh sweet smell of all the many white and pink roses you gave me,
They full my room with happiness and so much beauty of life,
Valentine’s day tomorrow? ? Already?
Everyone in love will be together,
Except for you and me: / Wish it could be different,
But I know you have your basketball game,
And I wouldn’t let you cancel it anyways.
Though seeing you only once a week is killing me inside,
It’s just way too damn hard,
I’ve never missed anybody as much as I always miss you.
Once we’re apart all of that pain comes right back so very quickly.
Can’t wait for summer…
Maybe then we can finally be together a lot more.
Here I am right now,
Reminiscing all the good times we’ve had together,
It keeps replaying over and over in my head,
So much laughter, happiness, smiles, & pure love.
Oh how you can make me so mad some times,
That I don't even want to speak to you,
But that soon fails,
I can never seem to stay mad at you for too long,
You're the only person I have ever given a 2nd chance to,
While forgiving and forgetting what you have done,
And I've never once regretted my choice to this day,
You've proven to me so much over the past 4 months,
I some times wonder how much my life would of so sucked,
without you...if I didn't give you that one 2nd chance.
Thank God I did, because really...
You're the only one who makes me happy in this world,
You make me feel so free & alive when I'm with you,
Taking away all of my pain & sins from me in just one touch.
Did you know...
When I'm so very down and having to worst day ever,
You're one phone call can completely change that in just a second.
Baby…I want you to know….
When that special time comes I will be ready,
I want you to be my first & only as well as yours,
Let’s go all the way tonight,
No regrets…just love
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They Don't Think So-The Rationale of Robert
I am a bad person
At least I have done bad things
I admit it.
Lied, hurt others, cheated
and things worse.
yes, I know.
All bad.
But I don't really believe that I
am a bad person.
I am a good person
who has done bad things.
Most I am sorry for;
some I am not as much
as I should.
But what am I to do?
A good person
trapped by my own bad deeds.
Should I flagellate
repent, confess?
But why?
The deeds were bad, not I.
A really good person could see that
and forgive me.
A bad person can not and will not.
So, I guess they are bad just like me.
Now that leaves the good people
who see that bad deeds are not me
and forgive.
They even may forget.
But the fact they able to do that
makes me feel inferior.
They think they are better than me
and that is bad.
So, if they make me feel bad
then they are not really good people.
So, you see the whole world is just like me
even if they don't think so.
poem by Lonnie Hicks
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Poe's Theory of Man
When you look at a person
You judge them immediately
But what none see
The evil inside everyone
Lays deep or sits on the surface
Either way
Nobody can hide the evil within
It's dark and horrible
Lying and cheating you all the time
Eats you from the inside out
Slowly amd painfully
Every pain builds up the evil
Feeding it and it never shrinks
Until it's big enough
Then it pops out and hurts those around
The evil
The love from Satan
The love of us humans
God's lack of love for us
Both combined lies inside us
Only some realize it
But no one does anything
poem by Cory Tipton
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Hurt Lost And Broken
I hate feelings
I hate being able to care
I hate feeling empty inside
when someone dose something
you would think they would never do to you
or when you think someone likes or maybe loves you
and then turns around and stabs you in the back
I hate feeling hopeless
I wish I couldn’t feel anything like love
love is a horrible thing
when you open up your chest up
and hand them a knife
and say please don’t stab my heart
just cut away my worries
deep inside you know no matter
how good of a person you think they are
they can and will hurt you
someway somehow they will hurt you
I'm done
finished
I quit
I don’t want to feel anything anymore
ever again
but happiness
happiness is the key to my heart
that is why I love you
cause you can make me
smile and laugh
even when I want to cry
all because of you
all because of you I hurt
all because of you my heart has been broken
yet another time
because of you I don’t want to trust anyone
because of you I don’t want to love again
because you are you
I will still love and trust you
because of me being me
I will
I will love again
I will trust again
and you will always have
a piece of my heart
but because of you
I will get over being
hurt lost and broken
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If it wasn't for you...
Sitting here in this lonely dark room,
Hearing the yells fill my head,
Bad thoughts consume my mind,
Feeling the pain in my heart,
This happens daily and doesn't seem to fade,
I don't see the point of breathing anymore,
One tear comes down and soon another,
Seeing a little bright light glowing,
Chills going down my spin,
Is this a sign or just my imagination?
Stop! Don't do this,
You'll surely regret it,
My conscious was right,
When you walked into my life,
You made me feel alive again,
Changed me in ways I didn't think was possible,
Made me forget about this hell I'm living in,
All of my worries, fears, sadness, anger doesn't seem to affect me now that I have you,
You taught me how to love and actually be happy,
Thank you for everything,
If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be writing this right now,
Who knows where I would be,
Just know I love you with all my heart and soul.
Forever and Anyways your baby girl. ♥
By; Brandi Dybala *1/24/11*
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The Impossible
Have you ever felt so alone,
Where you would do anything just to hear his voice,
And that one touch keeps you alive once again,
Ever stayed up for hours just to talk to him and only him?
Felt like he deserve better,
Even though he's telling you the samething just reversed,
Have you ever felt that love spark piercing through his lips just to meet yours,
Have you ever been so in loved that you felt like you could die,
Yes, I've felt all of those,
But the truth is...
There's always something more then that...
Has he ever said I love you BUT actually meant it?
Have you ever caught him in a lie,
Then he always seems to have an excuse for it?
Ever seen him looking at another girl?
And you wish you could be the ONLY girl in his eyes and mind,
But that's just impossible...right?
Us girls..we just want that one thing,
Though we never seem to find it.
Why? I ask myself that everyday.
I can only hope this could change for all of us.
By; Brandi Dybala *3/14/11*
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