Disease Called Jealousy
I find myself becoming even more worst,
Worst then I've ever been,
Can't control it..even if I wanted to,
Why now?
When this has never seemed to be a problem before,
Never seems to fail..
Never seems to give me a break,
Always follows me around no matter where I go,
No matter what path I take...
It's just there to suffocate me,
To keep me awake,
Trying to make me aware of all the possibilities,
Even the bad ones,
Seems to only affect me when I'm finally happy again,
On cloud nine,
Then soon takes me right back down in seconds,
I can never be happy with this,
Can never be myself,
I only hope I can over come this horrible disease,
Called jealousy. -.-
By; Brandi Dybala *3/6/11*
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It's My Life
I'm so sick of this,
You tell me one thing,
Then freak out and say something else,
What do you want from me? ?
I'm only human!
I know you were ALOT worst off at my age,
Then I am right now or will ever be,
Give me a break!
Give me a straight answer,
Don't lie,
Don't sugar coat it,
If you don't want me to,
Don't talk to me about it,
Easy as that,
Yeah..I've thought about it time and time,
But I also want you to ALWAYS be proud of me,
So I won't even try it,
I only do this for you,
Can you see that? ?
Yes, I'll make mistakes,
And I hope and pray you'll forgive me,
Like God and Jesus do everyday,
I can't do this no more,
Maybe I should just do what I want,
You only live once right? ?
I know you're only trying to look out for me,
But it is MY LIFE,
Let me make it my own way,
I am a good person believe it or not,
I want alot out of my life,
And I will succeed,
I don't know what to do right now,
I don't know exactly what you want,
I'm so tired of always trying to please you,
I need advise,
I need help,
I need directions,
Where to go from now,
Ohh well...
What ever happens...happens.
By; Brandi Dybala *2/28/11*
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Sins
Rain falling down,
Soaking my body,
Washing my sins away,
Gone from me,
No matter what I do from now on,
You will always make me seem as though,
I've never experienced these things before,
It's amazing you came into my life,
And now I'm never going back,
Those sins are forever gone,
For when I'm in your arms my body and soul are washed clean,
This redemption you allow me,
Oh how I'm so thankful,
While I may stumble, trip and fall,
You will be there,
Picking me up again,
Loving me, caring for me,
Washing away the sins from me,
I try so hard and some times I fail,
I get back up only to find you are carrying me along the way..♥
By; Brandi Dybala *1/26/11*
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Lost, Hurt, Lonely.
Lost,
Hurt,
Lonely,
Tears running down her face,
She feels like she's gonna puke,
Beating herself up inside she doesn't understand,
Why does he have to say this stupid sh! t,
Only if he realize what he's doing,
Can't she have the strength to tell him,
Or shall it only make things worst,
Never wants it to end,
But she wonders in the back of her mind,
Will he ever realize this and change! ?
By: ~Brandi Dybala~ *12/3/2010*
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Path To Happiness
Life gives you many choices,
But it's up to you which path you take,
Good or Bad,
No ones perfect,
Everyone makes mistakes,
But its up to you to move forward and learn from the past.
Yes life is hard and very complicated,
Though God knows we're strong enough to live on this earth.
Me my friend,
I'm different,
One of a kind,
I choose the path most people don't,
I will learn from my mistakes,
As it just makes me stronger,
Believe no matter what happens,
Stay strong, Don't give in,
And I will see you on my path to Happiness...
By; Brandi Dybala *1/12/11*
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Once Again
How could you do this to me! ?
You told me you did it to make her happy,
Well just know while you were making her smile,
You were making me cry. You hurt me so much that my heart is half broken.
Excuse after excuse..
I've heard them all.
You say you love me with all your heart..more then anything else in the world...
Well, you must be wrong.
If you loved me that much you wouldn't even thought of doing what you did.
I know plenty of guys that would NOT even dream of doing that.
Know why? ..
Because they are in love with their girlfriend. And only want that one girl, wants to make them happy...only them, not some other girl.
So there, I guess you don't love me as much as you thought you did.
This is IT! I mean it. I've given you many chances, and I'm getting so tired of everything.
Smarten up for once or I'm gone..forever.
You made me feel sooo stupid. Everyone saw that..I don't want people thinking I'm one of those girls that stay around no matter what. I'm NOT gonna let you use me.
You tell me over and over I deserve the very best...yet you do this to me? ! ? !
Why? I don't understand..
Maybe you're right, maybe I do deserve better. Please prove me wrong. Please don't make me regret this many of chances I have given you.
By; Brandi Dybala *04/07/11*
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Discovered
I love you he says,
he's lies was covered up by her love for him,
from holding hands to kissing,
he soon wanted more,
when she said no,
he got mad and broke it off,
how could she be so crushed,
when he just lied to her,
just to get one thing and one thing only,
she cried for days,
tears running down her face,
she was heart broken,
but was very happy she stayed strong,
and didn't give into the devil,
for only her TRUE LOVE will be waiting for her to come along,
now a happily ever after will be discovered.
By: Brandi Dybala. *January 20th,2010*
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Billy Spleen
Im heading for the end on top of this bullshit
I dont want to hear it.
I found my way again.
Its hard to explain it
I know that I hate it
I dont feel this could be real.
I find so hard Im falling apart
So much so much for what for what we said.
No matter what I say, you turn your back away.
Its never going to break you,
Its never going to make you fall.
No matter what I say, you turn your back away.
Its never going to break you,
Its never going to make you fall.
This fake reality I never can make up the time that you take up.
Its my worst enemy.
Im on a mission to feed my addiction.
So sick of thoughts so empty.
Its well overflowed Im bound to explode.
So much so much for what for what we said.
No matter what I say, you turn your back away.
Its never going to break you,
Its never going to make you fall.
No matter what I say, you turn your back away.
Its never going to break you,
Its never going to make you fall.
Somehow between the lines its clearer
Locked down and chained up to the mirror.
Somehow between the lines its clearer
Locked down it takes apart of me.
Im heading for the end on top of this bullsh**
I dont want to hear it.
I found my way again.
Its hard to explain it
I know that I hate it
I dont feel this could be real.
I find so hard Im falling apart
So much so much for what for what we said.
No matter what I say,
You turn your back away.
Its never going to break you,
Its never going to make you fall.
No matter what I say, you turn your back way.
Its never going to break you
Its never going to make you fall.
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Shattered Pieces
My heart is like a mirror,
Only takes one time,
Soon turning black,
Collapsing before my eyes,
Shattering into million tiny pieces,
Once was so great and precious,
Is now gone,
Can never be fixed,
The damage is done,
Yes you did all of this,
In a second,
You had all the power and choice,
But you choosed wrong,
And it doesn't even affect you one bit,
Shame on you!
No one can ever save me from this pain of these shattered pieces.
By; Brandi Dybala *1/13/11*
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Happy now.
I hope this makes you happy now,
That the strength i had has gone,
I hope this makes you happy now,
That all my fears are back to haunt,
When yours have finally gone.
I hope this makes you happy now,
My brightest colours have gone,
For greys to return.
He was all i wanted to find,
In a boy i wanted to now,
But my chances have gone,
He's just a distant memory,
Before everything turned wrong.
I hope this makes you happy now,
I'm pretending to be fine,
I hope this makes you happy now,
I'm just like the rest of you.
He's the only boy that would listen,
But you took that away from me,
So i hope this makes you happy now,
I'm faking my whole life,
And living one big LIE.
written on 12th august 2010
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Who Am I?
I'm I weak or do I fall too hard, too easily?
I'm I gullible or do I just choose to believe the wrong people?
Wearing my heart on my sleeve is the only thing I know of.
Falling for every word you say I can't control it no more than I could have controlled falling in love with you.
I get wrapped up in a fantasy, I'm lost.
Getting sucked up at the first glance of you.
In reality I'm a stray, no where's to be found.
But maybe that's exactly what I want.
Protect myself, no one else will.
Decisions surround me, suffocating every breath that I inhale.
Take it slow I tell myself, but how can I when things happen and change so quickly?
Never fails, every time I'm finally happy and content,
Something tries to break that. It's a constant fighting battle.
No matter what decisions I make, I'll get my answer eventually.
Either way I'll come out as a stronger person,
I won't let anything break me down for long.
Strive, get back up, and continue to fight.
It feels like fate, though that could easily be mistaken.
Consumed with those feelings I hate, I need an escape.
Just when I'm about to lose control, you come to my rescue.
Once again you reassure me and destroy all of those worries.
How do you do what you do so well! ? You must be able to read my mind.
The connection we have, the common interest that we share,
It's crazy, and out of this world.
And this is how I know it's meant to be,
You're are incredible my love
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Fate
Every kiss is unforgettable,
When I'm being held I feel as safe as ever,
I'm the luckiest girl in the world,
When I hear I love you my heart stops,
How could I deserve such an amazing guy,
I truly hope this last forever,
That's my dream and only hope,
Lets move on from the past and make our wonderful life together.
Meeting you was fate,
becoming your girlfriend was a choice,
but falling inlove with you I had no control over,
I love you not only for what you are,
but for what I am when I'm with you.
I love you not only for what you have made of yourself,
but for what you are making of me.
I love you for the part of me that you bring out.
By: ~Brandi Dybala~ *11/29/2010*
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Lonely Black Heart
I feel like sh! t,
my eyes covered in tears,
I barley can even see,
why me,
why now,
I love him so much,
how could she just sell him,
all of this pain,
my head is gonna explode,
I can't feel my heart,
body falling to the ground,
they soon realize,
I'm gone forever,
I hope your happy you killed me,
when you sold him,
my only horse I've loved so much,
how could you take him away from me,
so I took my life to fill this pain in my lonely black heart.
By: Brandi Dybala Made: May 14th,2010
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A Lifetime
Feeling speechless,
You took the words right out of my mouth,
When you wrote that.
I feel as though I'm the luckiest person alive,
I start to think you deserve better,
But I now know we were put on the earth to find each other,
Spending the rest of my life with you,
Is all I want and will ever want.
I never thought I would be able to find a guy like you,
I'm so very blessed,
Words can't describe how much I love you,
But Baby just know,
I'm inlove with you,
You complete my heart,
When the time comes just know,
The answer will be a yes,
The words I'll say will be 'I Do',
Let's be together,
Live this wonderful life together,
Have a family,
Just be happy,
And inlove. ♥
By; Brandi Dybala *1/23/11*
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I'm Only Happy When
I'm only happy when it rains
without a cloud in the sky
I'm only happy in these chains
all that I can do is cry
I'm only happy when I bleed
it let's me know I'm alive
I'm only happy when I need
just myself to survive
I'm only happy when I dream
of my long lost love
I'm only happy when I scream
at the Heavens above
I'm only happy when I'm alone
at war with my brain
I'm only happy when I've known
that life is just pain
I'm only happy when I'm lost
and I can't find my way
I'm only happy when I've crossed
the path of disarray
I'm only happy when I see
death is my way out
I know I'll be free
I have no doubt
I'm only happy when I'm told
that I've gone insane
I'm only happy when I hold
all these thoughts in my brain
I'm only happy when I sleep
and go out of my mind
I'm only happy when I'm in too deep
I'm only happy when it's me you cannot find
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Sickness
I'm done crying,
and with this anger,
go ahead ruin your life,
just don't let this drug take your life,
I love you so much,
Why can't you just listen to me? ? ? ,
It only takes one time,
One time to lose your life,
Please don't give into the devil,
let God take you in his arms,
let him heal you from this sickness.
By: Brandi Dybala *February 1st,2010*
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Crazy Inlove
Let's go somewhere's alone,
And stay awhile,
That's what I want and need right now,
Caress my body,
Hold me tight,
Don't let go just yet,
Keep me warm,
Turn down the lights,
Kissing my neck,
While turning me on every second of the way,
I like the way you tease me,
The way you squeeze me,
And the way you touch me,
You got me going crazy, Boy,
You make me feel so good,
Nobody can do it like you do,
This all feels like a dream,
But yet it's too very real,
Tell me you love me,
But actually mean it,
That's all I want everyday,
Is to be right next to you,
Nothing else makes me happy,
Ya, Babe you got that kind of power over me ;) ,
And it feels pretty damn good too,
I wouldn't change it for anything in the world.
By; Brandi Dybala *1/25/11*
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Dreams
So magical,
Realistic,
Feeling free,
You can be or do anything you have ever wanted,
Only for a second,
You believe it's all real,
But then you wake up to reality,
Dreams can be so powerful,
So open your eyes,
Live in the moment,
And follow your dreams to the fullest!
By; Brandi Dybala *1/3/11*
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Choices
Like a burning house,
I see it falling apart,
Right in front of my own eyes,
Black and gray ashes cover everything in it's path,
Dark stormy clouds fill the room,
Sparkly ice crystals form above,
Soaking the ground,
Making everything turn to evil,
They sit and a wait,
For whom will follow,
Aware of the consequences that each step will take,
Evil thoughts,
Evil words,
Evil looks,
After all the mist and fights,
Stands a beautiful yellow flower,
Alone and scared,
Not knowing how special she really is,
But willing to stay true to her self
By; Brandi Dybala *05/16/11*
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What is Love?
What is love?
Pain,
Heartache,
Breath taking,
Amazing,
Un forgettable,
My heart goes numb with out you,
So many good memories to make,
So little time,
Missing you all the time,
Always thinking of you,
your everything I have ever wanted,
I need you,
I want you,
Please stay with me as long as I live,
Yes were young,
But my heart doesn't lie,
I love you more then you'll ever know.
By: ~Brandi Dybala~ *11/1/2010*
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Always Together
I'm never happy unless I'm with him,
This place is hell until he's here,
I hate everything and everyone,
But he makes me still have hope,
When I need it the most.
Where are you! ? I'm in pain,
And your no wheres to be found,
I need you with me more then ever.
Comfort me, tell me eveythings going to be okay.
Do what you do best, just hold me and tell me you love me more than anything in the world.
No one can ever make me feel the way you do,
I only want to see you...no one else.
The only person I need in my life is YOU!
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