I'm so sorry
Im so sorry
Im so sorry really I am
Please forgive me
For what I am about to do.
Please dont hate me
Im sorry I ve done this
Sorry I ve choosen death
Im sorry but it was my only way.
Sorry but I cant go on
Its my choice
Its the decision I have made.
I cant take life any more
I cant live in my pain.
Amy Kerswell
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Dont hate me now that Im gone
Now that I've choosen suicide
Now i've choose the final end.
Will you hate me?
For what I have done.
Will you think of me as
A prat or stupid?
Now imdead you
Will hate me.
You will think of
In a different mannor.
You will hate me
You must hate
My mannor of leaving.
You nust hate the way
I uped stocks
And left everyhing behind.
Try not to hate ne
Dont grive for long
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Through death I walk
Im about to walk through death
Through another door of life.
A diffent lane to walk.
My death is kind of by choice.
As another day of pain
I refuse to live.
Pills down my throat
Arms slashed to shreds.
Im walking the walk of death
Amy Kerswell
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Today just aint my day
Today is just not my day.
How long do I have to pay?
I no longer wish to stay.
I always have to pay.
To day just is not mine.
I dont wish to stay.
I just wish to go.
To days not quite real.
All I do is cry.
I hate life.
I dont want to stay.
I pay for things I didnt do
And others I was made to.
Now all I want to do is go
People are always getting at me.
So now I shall go.
From a world of bull shit
From a world of pain.
Doubt very much
That anything would change
So now im off
To day Im free
Now that Death took me home
Im gone from this cruel world.
I can sleep at last
Amy Kerswell
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I Simply Cant Go On
Im sorry but its true.
I just simply cant face another day.
Im in enough pain from past events.
This is the only choice I have left.
I can not go to face another day.
Why the hell must people make me stay?
I've planned my death for so long now.
Each attempt I make has failed.
Why oh why?
Am I supposed to live in pain?
I dont have anything to give.
In my bitter twisted mind.
I hate the world its all false.
I cant live this way.
I refuse to do so.
Its all a pile of shit.
To this day I've wanted to die.
Now I shall get my wish.
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My final words in a suicide bid
These are my final words.
Im sorry I have to leave it in a letter.
But if I speak you'll stop me.
These here and now are my last and final words.
To mum
I am so very sorry.
But I just cannot go on.
I tried to stay.
But it was all in vain.
I had enough of the pain.
My life had become a strain.
I have gone down the path.
That our lord has choosen for me.
Once again I shall be free.
Not stuck in a tree.
Please forgive me
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I shall keep trying to end it
I shall keep trying to end it
I shall keep trying to go
With a new attempt
On my life.
Three attempts in a week
And still people must stop me.
I dont get it
Surely its my choice
To live or die.
I shall keep trying
You wont be there all the time
I will do it
What ever it takes.
Amy Kerswell
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The ones who broke my hart
I'll never forget the people that made my body weak.
And would never allow me to speak.
You said my voice I mustn't leak.
I hate you I hate you I hate you.
This was no game.
It was power for you.
For me it was torture and pain.
I hate you I hate you.
I really hate you.
My hart is sad angry and raging.
I want my life back but its to late.
You all took that part of my life.
You all raped me.
You made me weak
And you made me cry.
Your tour my hart and sole.
Anfd I fucking well hate you
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I Wanted to Die but You Saved Me
I really wanted to die.
Honestly I did.
But you saved me yet again.
Why wont you let me go?
I really really wanted to die.
I wanted out of this world.
But still you save me.
You force me to live.
Im really angry with you.
Im madder than mad.
Please just let me go.
I hate this life of mine.
I made my choice to die.
I wanted to go.
But you saved me.
Why cant you see?
Im in pain.
I can not stay
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I can't take it anymore
I cant take it any more.
I cant live my life this way.
For so long I've lived in the aftermath of abuse.
I lived in pain from the biginning.
I cant take any more.
I dont want to live.
My life I want to slay.
I cant live another day.
I cant take any more.
Razor to wrists
Not bleeding fast enough.
Pills swallowed down.
Not an instant solution.
Rope around my neck
yes thats the answer.
I cant take any more.
My life is full of pain.
I only want death.
My life I have slain
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The beauty within
The beauty of choice is you get to choose,
Wheather to live your life, or ruin it,
to live or die,
love or hate,
care or not care,
break, or heal,
steal, or buy,
help, or leave,
stay or go,
many possibilities.
Just hopefully you are not like a person I know,
He says he dont care but I know he does,
He says he hates the world but I know he loves it,
He says things he dont mean,
yet they hurt people around him,
He has seen many tears,
He has seen many years of pain,
He doesnt deserve anymore but that is merely his choice,
On wheather to love or to hurt,
to be nice or be crude,
To be happy or depressed all the time,
So its his choice on wheather people care anymore or not,
He is the owner of his life and no one can change his mind.
He can say he needs to hurt all he needs to,
He can hurt himself if he thinks that is what is right.
He can be the guy to ruin his life over nothing,
No one is going to help him if he doesnt let them.
If he dont listen no one will save him,
So he can either be saved or be left,
and frankly I think he is choosing death over life....
Sad isnt it? I tried helping but nothing worked.
So be it. He can do what he will do. Im done.
Im done with everything, every pain every hurt, every tear.
IM DONE. Bye.
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Suicide my onnly way out
This is my one and only way.
Belive me I had no choice.
It was the only open door.
Im sorry.
Please forgive me.
Suicide was my only way out.
The only door that was safe.
Life and the world wasnt safe for me.
Every one was out to get me.
My loved ones some stolen.
Some loved ones taken to heaven.
Some loved ones I leave behind.
To those of you I leave behind
Im so truly sorry.
My life was a sad story.
It never did have any glory.
Bastards fucked with my head.
They even messed with my body.
I hate them evil fuckers.
But I dont have time to hate now.
Now Im dead I'll huant them instead.
Im so treuly sorry.
I had to slip through the door.
I grew wings to fly.
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Decisions made to hell I go
I've made my decission.
My life I have selfslained.
My decision was made long ago.
Now I can put my plans to action.
Death will soon be mine.
Death is all thine.
I wish to die.
I have the pill ingested in my system.
I have the knife plunged into my flesh.
I will die tonight
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I wish it had worked
I wish it worked.
I wish that now I could be dead.
But Im forced to live instead.
You treat me against my will.
Never mind what I want.
You say its in my best interest.
You make me live my crap life.
For why I dont no.
I hate this I hate it all.
I just want to die.
Whats so wrong with that?
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Now I have gone
And If it should be I lived my life in vain,
At least now I gain no pain.
I've just moved on to a higher plane.
Where at last I can be free.
Now I can return to the old happy me.
Though my life has reached an end,
I'm waiting for you around the bend.
From the skies my love I do still send.
But my life I had to end.
Life wasn't easy
And this was my choosen way
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Fed up with my existence
I hate my life.
Hate my existance even more.
God why do I have this pain.?
Why the heck do I walk pains path?
My life is nothing.
My death is so near.
Each day brings new fear.
My life never was my own.
Its always belonged to the hands of evil
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Battles lost here is my death
Battels lost here is my death
I have won the Battles
But Lost the war
Bastards are bastards.
And hurt me to much.
I don't want to live anymore
I can't go on
I have suffered for to long
To much Depression and pain
Its hard to stay Sane
Lived through rape and abuse.
Never got over it.
It over road my life.
I don't want to live
So my life I give
Its time for me to go
I won't be missed I know
Cause you don't care
and Life isn't Fair
Amy Kerswell
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What will you think now?
What will you think of me now?
I wonder will you hate me?
Or will you even speak my name in the same tone?
Or will you draw a curtain as if I never existed?
I never meant to cuase you this pain.
Honestly I never.
I truly belived it would be better this way.
Not just for me but for you to.
If I were to look down from the sky.
Would I see you happy smiling face?
Or would I see it streaked with tears?
If I were to look above where my body lays.
Would I see you standing there?
Please dont mourn for me Im gone
Amy Kerswell
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Once I understood
At first I was too youn to understand,
I didn't know what you were doing was wrong.
When I was still too young to know
You've damaged me.
The pain runs so much deeper.
The pain that I endured.
I was still too young to know.
You did to me what you thought you would.
The pain that I would endure.
Came later, once I understood.
While I lay numb and still.
The hate I felt for you grew.
My hate Came later, once I understood
The hurt stays with me.
I hate you more than words can say.
You damaged me and my trust.
With every evil touch you made.
Even if you were to die tomorrow.
the pain of what you did wont end for me.
It'll be with me the rest of my life.
While you got off scott free.
I didn't I have the memories of what you did.
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Away in a bed
Away in the bed you did have.
The way was to rape me.
As I cried in pain.
You didn't care.
You just carried on.
You hurt me.
A way in a bed.
You were not a man.
You are a demon.
You are evil.
And I hate you.
To day I still suffer.
From what you did to me.
And I hate you.
I hope you can live with yourself.
Becuase I can not live with what you did to me.
I hope you rot in hell.
And I hate you
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I turned my back on the world.
When your new day starts without me.
Let your eyes no tears to fall.
It's the choosen way that is all.
The angel came to get me.
And took her hand to leave this world.
As I turned to walk away a tear left my eye.
When I knew my loved ones would stay behind.
It was then that I realised they'd come with me in my heart.
Just as I would stay with them in theirs.
All my life I had pain.
In my eyes it was forever stained.
So I choose to turn my back on the world.
And leave with the angel sent for me.
If there was another way for me to stay,
Belive me I would have stayed.
And my life would not have faded away.
Dont worry about me now,
Dont you cry no tears.
I'm in heaven above.
And we are not far apart.
I'll allways be in your heart.
I had to go when I heard god call.
It was my time to go.
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