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Broken

My life is nothing near grate.
Nothing near a bliss.
To you I'm happy.
And you think my life is grate.
But honestly you have no idea.
Becuase I'm breaking inside.
And my hart is almost about to break.

But inside I'm already broken.
Becuase stolen was my token.
My life and hart is broke.
I fear it can't be mended.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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A life time of hate

I've got a life time of hate.
It's wedged firmly on my shoulders.
And it as hard as boulders.
I can not shift this life time of hate.
I hate becuase they abused me.
I hate becuase they raped me.
I hate the mess it's left me in.
I'm locked up inside like a tin.
I only wish I could put it in the bin.
As the hate takes over.
Making my angry.
I only have one legacy to leave behind.
A life time of hate

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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I seem to roam

And still I seem to roam.
With my way lost.
And the path not on track.
So still I continue to roam.
I've lost the way back home.

My hart is heavy.
My heart is all but very sad.
My head is pounding.
But my hart is broken.
It will not heal.
Becuase I am left to roam.

All I do is roam.
Fighting coping on my own.
I've never felt so alone.
As I still continue to roam.
Facing each day as it comes.
Wishing it was the last.
I still continue to roam.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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You left without a goodbye

You left a life time ago.
You never said goodbye.
The angels took you home.
To rest in a beautiful place.

You never said good bye
Hart breaking as it is.
Your last words I did hear.
Was I love you.

Hart breaking it was.
Remember the red roses.
You loved them so.

Death is a permant thing
Death is forever
Goodbye could be the end
If you want it to be.

Let them live on in your hart
in spirit and another world.
Then they never reall left you.

Amy Kerswell

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Depression owns my soul

It is this nasty thing.
Something like a disease.
Controlling me.
It has taken my soul.
It has destroyed all my goals.

Depression you have taken my soul.
You make very sad.
Becuase i am bad.
And not glad.

Depression is pulling my strings.
With the hart ache that it brings.
But my ears ring.

Depression give me back my soul.
Let me have some goals.
Dont leave me with holes.
An aching hart.
And all the sadness.
Realese me please

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Life wasn't meant for me

Life is meant for some of us.
But for me it was never meant to be.
That I had always known.
Never did I kid myself that it would be any over way.
I always knew what my fate would be.
It was planned and sealed from the start.

As I hovered over the bridge.
I knew this would be it.
My life was coming to its end.
And I was thankfull.
Becuase I couldnt bare to stay one more day.

As I jumped and hurled myself away.
It was relife not sadness.
My hart was already heavy and sad.
I met the train tracks below me.
With one hard thud,
My body hit the ground.
Only a few seconds left.
Now I am dead.

To those I leave behind please forgive me.
But this was the only way to go.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Don't cry for me mum

The time has come for me to say goodbye to you.
I want to stay with you forever mum but I can not do so.
Becuase a distant voice told me it was time to go back home.

My painful crap life with relife is to end.
For there aint nothing left for me now.
I know you'll never accept my last jorney.
But it is with peace that I go.

But where ever I am.
No that I never ever meant to cuase you pain.
If you want to see me look to the sky.
I'll be the shiny star.

I no it will be hard for you but your life must go on.
Becuase you had given me everything that you ever had.

Yopu tried your best to be me back from the brink.
But all your actions tryed were no use.
But my pain won against your wish and love.

Now you dont cry for me.
Life your life happily.
I'll be waiting for you on the otherside.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Courage Under Fire

I ask the lord do you think i can do it lord, he ansewers i knew you could befor you got here.
How i ask how could i beat the evil the world brings, the lord said courage never beleave you cant becuase a chapion is one who never quit.
I ask what if i lose dont that mean im a loser, the lord said if you never quit you will alwas be a winner have the courage and never fear what life brings its called courage under fire i take you though hell to get you to heave my son.
I dont know what to ask im stuck, the lord says you cant speak becuase you know it is true i know i made you i know whats going to happen tomarro if i take you its becuase you have done your job but you got to do more befor i take you speak of this to people let them know that i am here and that i can hear and the son will come soon as fast as lighting stricks to the east to the west i will come let it be knowin.

poem by Stephen Vega
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The Only Way Now

Some days I just wish.
I could run and hide.
No matter where I go.
Suicide seems my only way.

My life is not worth it.
All this pain and suffering.
I dont want to be here anymore.
The only way is suicide.

Nobody can help me.
I cant fix myself.
Nobody knows the real me.
Suicide is the only way.

I put on this false act.
And slap a smile upon my face.
When really Im dying inside.
The only way is suicide.

All I ever wanted was.
To be loved and accepted.
Just to feel the warth of your love.
But you never loved or accepted me.
Suicide is my only way.

I hate you.
Look at what you did to me.
You broke my heart.
You broke my spirit.
You left me empty inside.
Suicide is the way.

You left me
Hurt angry bitter and twisted.
And becuase of you.
Suicide is my only way

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Knocked Down Again and Again

This is It the very last time
I can't take this shit life no more
Too much paintoo much agony.
Too many memories thats for sure.
All the problems keep ariving at my shore.
Knocking at the door.

I can never climb back up.
When all I do is keep breaking down.
Too many mental problems.
I wanted help but now its tuff.
Becuase I'm such a bad person.
And it was me that made my life this way.

It's my fault, Its always my fualt.
If only I could see you before I go.
To get my revenge and gourge your eyes out.
Becuase I bluddy well hate you.
I'll huant you every minuite of the day.
Reminding you of what you done.
I'll huant you from above.

Theres no point in living anymore
I have lost everything I've ever loved.
Theres no turning back
I'm tired of this hell and sick of my problems.
Its killing me but noone can see.
Nothing more I can do.
rotting away into the ground
Walk away leave it all behind me now.
Exit this world.
Maybe Im a sad case.
Or even a lost course.
But we'll never know.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Imprisoned

I was imprisoned.
You put me there for my own saftey judge.
I hated you.
I'd suffered a grate deal of pain.
All I wanted was a way out.
Just to be free from it all.

But you punished me
You sent me to prison.
Becuase I did all I knew how to do.

Why imprison me for 8 weeks?
What about the people who hurt me?
What about them?
Why did they walk free?

When I am still not free.
I carry the shit with me.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Childhood lost

Lost was my childhood.
Taken from around me from bastards who hurt me.
They were happy playing their games.
Maybe becuase it gave them fame.
All it gave me was pain.
My childhood was lost.
It was taken from me by bastards like you.

As A little girl I was always angry the teachers would say.
If only they knew the truth.
If only they knew why I had so much anger.
It was becuase my childhood was being taken from me.

I never could trust people well after that 9 times.
I hate all of you 5 bastards.
You stole my childhood.
Now later on as I grow older.
It affects me still.
I'm still angry.
My anger has never gone away.
All becuase my childhood was lost too you

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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All my life My voice hasn't been heard

I never felt the warmth of protection and love.
My voice has been stolen from a heart that was broken.
I've realised now that broken heart was mine.

My eyes have seen alright they have seen hurt.
And my heart has felt the pain.
If I spoke out I did'nt have a thing to gain.

All my life my screams have been locked away.
They have been kept deep down inside.
Now my screams are breaking free.
I've spoke of some abuse but not the lot.
I dont want it all to come free.

All my life I felt shame.
I honestly belived it was just a game.
A game without a name.

And all my life I will feel the shame and hurt.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Breaking The Law

There I was completely wasting, out of work and down
All inside its so frustrating as I drift from town to town
Feel as though nobody cares if I live or die
So I might as well begin to put some action in my life
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
So much for the golden future, I cant even start
Ive had every promise broken, theres anger in my heart
You dont know what its like, you dont have a clue
If you did youd find yourselves doing the same thing too
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
You dont know what its like
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law, breaking the law
Breaking the law

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Casualty of abuse

I was a casualty of abuse.
I was a victim of rape.
I was hurt more than once.
God I hate you I hate you all.

All you said is it was a game.
The only one who had the fun was you.
I know what its like to hate.
Becuase I sure as hell hate you.

I try not to be that casualty any more.
Only try as I might.
Defeated I fall.
Its hard to forget and move on.
When justice was not done.
When I see and hear you all the time.
I will forever remain a casualty of abuse.
Like a casualty of war.
I will always be broken.
And pain will always engulf my hart.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Faliure

I'm such a failure.
I cant get nothing right.
My hart is clumsy and tight.
I mess everything up.
And get it all so very wrong.
Even a simple thing like killing myself.
I get wrong.
What the hell is it with me.
I feel as hollow as a tree.
I wish I had wings to flee.
Everything I do and all that I am is wrong.
It pounds in my head like a gong.
I am nothing and never will be.
For I am me and noone seems to be there.
For its my own fualt any way.
Becuase I am me.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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Wonders

As I sat with the rain beating agaist the windows.
My whole life and future seems so bleak.
The tears fall down my face in streaks.
And my hart leaks.

I sit and wonder where has my lfe gone?
Why am I like this?
When dark errupts my mind.
And the sun doesent shine.
I fell coldness and no warth.

I wish there was no sufffering.
And I wish there was no pain.
But otheres always seem to gain.

I sit here hart breaking.
Wondering what to do?
I miss the old me.
I hate the new me.

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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All alone in the world of my despare

Im alone in my world.
Scared and scared.
Becuase people hurt me.
I now hurt myself.
Becuase of them.
Becuase of what they did.

Im alone in my world.
Scared of noises.
Scared of shadows.

When will I be me

poem by Amy Louise Kerswell
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I guess we had different plans

You told me it had to end now
you ignored explaining how

you told me nothing will be strange
but you were wrong
I told you everything will change
but i stayed strong

And i said:
i'll remember you when the sun sais goodbye
i'll remember you when the rain does cry
i'll remember you when i see them smile
becuase your what made my life worth every while

you told me it had to be done
you told me you'll think of me when your gone

I wished you a safe journey
though it hurts
then as my teary eye sight
slowly blurs

I said:
i'll remember you when the sun sais goodbye
i'll remember you when the rain does cry
i'll remember you when i see them smile
becuase your what made my life worth every while

time did not cross that fast
beautiful chances had passed

if i could just kiss your cheek once more
to let you know
without you in my heart my life my all
i can not go
And i'll say..............................

poem by Ayesha Sartawi
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O death!

O death!
Thou great leveller
Of titles before a name,
Of degrees after a name
Of wealth and of poverty

O death!
No hearing or seeing
No tasting or smelling
No feeling or thinking
No suffering or celebrating

O death!
No body or soul
A spirit-filled life
A life of knowing in a different way
A life of relating in a different way

O death!
No life as we know it
No space as we know it
No time as we know it
But life experienced in all its fullness.

O death!
O death, where is thy victory?
O death, where is thy sting?
From being deciduous
We’ve become evergreen.

©2009
James Hart

poem by James Hart
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What is depression?

What is Depressiion? Depression is When you lose intrest in the people who care about you the most. When you feel like giving up and running far away and never looking back. When all you think about is what could of been and what is to be out of your life! When you cant sleep at night becuase you worrie about what the tomorrow will bring! When you smile so pepople dont see the hurt inside of you. ~* THIS IS MY DEPRESSION*~

poem by Ivan Rodriguez
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