<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=565041" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>My Fear Takes Over My Depression</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">This depression causes me fear<br>causes the fear in life to come out<br>the fear or confusion and the fear of loss<br>I try hard not to think of fear and this depression<br>but somehow the depression lets the fear back into<br>my body and lets the fear take over the sadness<br>I would rather feel sadness, pain and anger than fear<br>the fear that I feel makes me feel weak and worthless<br>I try to love but the fear steps into place once again<br>I am afraid to love cause I fear hurt<br>it's gray all the time in my head<br>while I try to make it look like it is all sunshine and rainbows<br>on my face with the smile i put on for everyone<br>while on the inside I wanna cry! <br>cause the depression lets my past come back<br>the flashbacks of the unwanted<br>unwanted that I just want to go away<br>I try to work through the problems but I still cant get it all out<br>I wonder if I talk about every incident step by step detail by detail<br>and bassically relive it, if that will take it away! <br>but here is that fear again from the depression<br>the fear of talking and reliving the past! ! <br>my depression causes me fear! </div><div style="margin:10px 0"></div><div style="margin:10px 0">.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Juliana+Willsey">Juliana Willsey</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=565041" data-title="My Fear Takes Over My Depression de Juliana Willsey" data-description="This depression causes me fear causes the fear in life to come out the fear or confusion and the fear of loss I try hard not to think of fear and this depression but somehow the depression lets the fear back into my body and lets the fear take ove..."></div> </div> </div>

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