<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=558970" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>In My Nightmares</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">In my nightmares, I am running from the truth.<br>All is see is myself lonely, and trapped in a dark room.<br>But what could I really be running from? <br>I am running from the fact that I don’t have a father.<br>I grew up not knowing who he was.<br>Everyday I would wonder if he missed me as much as I missed him.<br>Sometimes I would cry myself to sleep because I felt so alone.<br>I know that I will never have the perfect family.<br>I know that my dad won’t be there to dance with me <br>At the father daughter dances or even give me away at my wedding.<br>I cried because I felt like there was something or someone missing.<br>I already knew that he wasn’t coming back.<br>But that’s not what hurt the most.<br>What hurts the most was thinking that I was probably the reason why he left.<br>People say I shouldn't blame myself.<br>But if I was so great then why did he leave in the first place? <br>Why was he never there on any of my birthday’s? <br>Or when I graduated Elementary School.<br>How come he won’t be there when I graduate High School or college.<br>But what is the saddest part is that my nightmares are reality!</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Marline+Johnson">Marline Johnson</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=558970" data-title="In My Nightmares de Marline Johnson" data-description="In my nightmares, I am running from the truth. All is see is myself lonely, and trapped in a dark room. But what could I really be running from? I am running from the fact that I don’t have a father. I grew up not knowing who he was. Everyday I..."></div> </div> </div>

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