<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=556263" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Hopes And Fears</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">Scars not seen but they are there none the less <br>The scars are on my heart<br>The questions in my mind<br>I wonder if he knows how bad he hurt me <br>I wonder if he even cares<br>I wonder if these girls are his<br>I wonder if they will ever forgive me<br>I'm so young and my baby girls will grow up in a time of war<br>I wonder if they will start another draft if this goes on much longer<br>I'm not a fighter<br>I don't want to have to fight in a war that isn't mine<br>I don't want to die in a war of politics<br>I don't want have to choose between my girls and my country<br>My girls win every time <br>I don't want to have to flee my country and never be able to come back<br>I don't want to use my girls as an excuse as why I don't have any money<br>I don't want to be on welfare<br>I don't want to have to be dependent on a man<br>I don't want to have to depend on any one but myself<br>I don't want this life <br>I never have<br>I wonder if I was destined from the start to lead this life of heartache<br>I don't want my girls to have a life like I did<br>But they are already on that road<br>I have deprived them of a father by not waiting <br>By not protecting myself<br>I have started to lead them on a broken road of pain and heartache<br>I never wanted that for my kids<br>I have no one but myself to blame<br>I get that part by now<br>I wonder if this is all a punishment from god<br>I wonder if god even cares<br>I wonder if god abandoned me<br>It sure feels that way<br>I hope my babies don't feel the pain that I do<br>I hope I never have to leave them and deprive them of myself<br>Their mother<br>I hope they never feel abandoned like I do<br>I hope they will never feel unwanted<br>I hope they don't turn out like me<br>I hope their lives aren't filled with chaos<br>Swirling whirling skies of disappointment regret and pain<br>I hope they never lose their rosy view of the world<br>I hope they don't have to grow up too fast<br>I hope they have strength courage and determination<br>I hope they never back down <br>I hope they stand up for what they believe in <br>I hope they can make their lives better than I've made mine</div><div style="margin:10px 0"></div><div style="margin:10px 0">Copyright © Johanna M Stone 2011</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Johanna+Damon">Johanna Damon</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=556263" data-title="Hopes And Fears de Johanna Damon" data-description="Scars not seen but they are there none the less The scars are on my heart The questions in my mind I wonder if he knows how bad he hurt me I wonder if he even cares I wonder if these girls are his I wonder if they will ever forgive me I'm so you..."></div> </div> </div>

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