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<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=541596" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>4th July Blues</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">I am here alone.<br>He is in his dark place alone.<br>Darkness has consumed his life.<br>I want to pull his body into mine to keep him safe within the light.<br>I can’t breathe or smile today.<br>There are no words from him.<br>Only silences.<br>I am having 4th July blue day.<br>My heart is trembling in sorrow.<br>My soul is screaming words that are no longer hidden away from me.<br>Tears flow like heaven’s dam has burst free.<br>Love is strong, but my essence is twisted about dark knots.<br>Parties are going on today.<br>Families cooking as their children laugh and run about.<br>I am here crying with my pain of not having him in my arms.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">4th July Blues is coming down hard upon me today.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">People are cheering and drinking.<br>Crowds are flowing about parks with happiness and love.<br>He is locked in darkness.<br>I have locked myself away from life and happiness, until he is free.<br>I love him.<br>Desire and dreams flow upon the shimmering sky of endless passion.<br>Tears are always falling like endless of waterfall of hope.<br>Will he feel my desire and love for him today? <br>Do I stand to lose him no matter what the future brings upon life? <br>Heart is beating his haunting name forever.<br>My soul is listening for his voice to behind me, so when I turn around, I can run into his arms of loves.<br>Fireworks will soon fill the darken sky about life, but I will be shut away.<br>There will be no reason to soar or dream, even be happy because my sweet Theo will not be here with me.<br>How can life be so full of wondrous thing, but full of such darkness that steals people away from your reach? <br>I am sad and blue upon a day that should be full of happiness and endless dreams coming true.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">4th July Blues is tearing my world apart.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Tears flow.<br>My heart is lost.<br>Even my soul dares nothing upon each new day that the sun rises without my sweet Theo being within life.<br>Reasons too dare life is lost and drift farther away from reach, <br>But<br>My heart and soul love for Theo is strong and true.<br>When my knees are becoming weak, it’s his haunting words that pick me and carries me on through-out this day of happiness.<br>Time will be passing by me and him, <br>But<br>I know in the end, my prayers and love is flowing upon wind of life for angels to sing about and God to weep too.<br>One day, I know I will be able to reach out to him.<br>One day, he will pick up the pen and paper to write me, if by luck, one day he will reach out to me once again on the phone.<br>Upon that day, <br>I will run to him.<br>Than upon that day the stars will burst like endless fireworks upon the sky on 4th July.<br>Nothing will keep my heart and soul from telling him all about my love and wicked dreams of him.<br>Will he smile? <br>Will he tell me all that lurks in his heart and soul? <br>Will we become best of friends or more? <br>No matter what happens upon that day, I know I will be happy again he is free to dare his endless dreaming of modeling and acting.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">4th July Blues will only be erased upon the day my hands touch his face and speak what is within my heart and soul for him.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Fireworks today hold no substance in my heart or soul.<br>Reasons to be happy is drifting lost upon the dark sea.<br>Theo is alone.<br>I am alone, until the day I know he is free.<br>Whatever happens upon this day, I will not care.<br>As the ticking sound goes on, I will weep to his hidden pain and sorrow.<br>My mind has no reason to believe in magic upon this day, it only a day that hold no future or words from Theo.<br>I am walking around like zombie full of nothing but endless tears of pain and sorrow.<br>There is no salvation for this weep terror within my essence.<br>Dark desire for drinking and drugging is plaguing me like gentle wind of yesterday dreams of sin, <br>But<br>I know I will be strong because of my love for Theo.<br>I honor and dutiful to scream out my love and strength into the powerful darkness in hopes Theo and world to hear soaring like a beacon guiding him back into the light.<br>I sit here drinking my cup of coffee thinking about Theo and today, but with no happiness in my writing.<br>Today is the 4th July, but today is just another day in hallow life with no happiness.<br>Twisting about with emotion, thinking all about him, wishing he could be reaching out to me.<br>Hell, with 4th July, what day is good other than the day, my sweet Theo is free and moving about his life and career again.<br>Upon that day, the stars will burst with hidden fireworks for me meaning my heart and soul can once again soar in happiness.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">4th July is not today because Theo is not free.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Firestar+Christopoulos">Firestar Christopoulos</a><div class=q>
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He is in his dark place alone.
Darkness has consumed his life.
I want to pull his body into mine to keep him safe within the light.
I can’t breathe or smile today.
There are no words from him.
Only silences.
I am having 4th July..."></div>
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