<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=491339" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Notes From Chicago... An Open Book.</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">know what? <br>to have my own baby<br>is really an obsession<br>i made an attempt<br>w/ a young puerto rican<br>(now in her 37 yrs) <br> divorcee in 2006; </div><div style="margin:10px 0">she got preggy in 2008 <br>but had a miscarriage after 12 wks! ; </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Felt proud but angry! <br>We ended up the affair last 2009 Feb; <br>Moved to Chicago Aug 24/10; <br>filed divorce in Jan/11/11(WIsconsin): </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Final judgment last June 10/11; <br>Now back to solo flight....<br>(oh the pangs of pride and anger!) </div><div style="margin:10px 0">...I want my life to be an open book; <br>some kind of legacy to <br>and for the coming generation -<br> religious and otherwise; </div><div style="margin:10px 0"> the 'don't follow' kind of thing; </div><div style="margin:10px 0">I have an 'open secret' hurting <br>and disgusting experience<br> w/c affected my self-formation<br> and outlooks! </div><div style="margin:10px 0"> It's an open secret because<br> the last to know about it is my family! <br>Not even my own deceased father (6/5/2005) <br> knew about what happened to me<br> after they sent me to the parochial high school <br>in nearby town! </div><div style="margin:10px 0">It's what I called a 'betrayal of trust! '</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Ric+S.+Bastasa">Ric S. Bastasa</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=491339" data-title="Notes From Chicago... An Open Book. de Ric S. Bastasa" data-description="know what? to have my own baby is really an obsession i made an attempt w/ a young puerto rican (now in her 37 yrs) divorcee in 2006; she got preggy in 2008 but had a miscarriage after 12 wks! ; Felt proud but angry! We ended up the affai..."></div> </div> </div>

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