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<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=477012" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>What I Wanted To Show You</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">What I wanted to show you, <br> you will not see. <br> What I wanted to give you, <br>you will not receive. <br> The wind may mourn your passing <br> like an abandoned dog <br>and the leaves of the silver Russian olive <br> may be baffled into silver <br> by the way you left the gate open <br>to a bigger, colder, darker world than it was <br> before you told me you loved me <br> like an arsonist in a wheat field, <br>a comet above the willow tree <br> that wept its way into autumn. <br> Go. I lay no claims or obligations <br>at your feet anymore than I would <br> try to smudge space <br> with the black rose of the night <br>that tastes of old eclipses in my blood. <br> You say ebulliently <br> you want to know passionately <br>the depths of love, <br> but like the fools before you<br> who blundered into the fire, <br>you're only witching for volcanoes <br>with the tongue of a snake.<br> As well look for fishroads <br>under the dead seas of the moon <br> as follow the path you're on. <br> And your beauty is no excuse, <br>your body no sanctuary, <br> your blackberry heart<br> no pilgrim to anywhere<br>you can't stand in the light <br> trying on shadows like lingerie<br> in the mirror of the delusions <br>you've clarified like the skin of a bubble <br> that has smeared the reflection of the world so long <br> you think you're a planet with trees. <br>You're a spiritual junkie<br> jonesing for suffusions of the inconceivable <br> to animate the dust and galaxies <br>you have no life or love to breathe into<br> other than that little wind <br> you carry around in a bottle <br>in case you're ever stranded <br> without an emergency exit<br> from all the lies you tell in paradise. <br>You suffer the mythically inflated gigantism <br> of your own unbearable insignificance, <br> and abase yourself prophetically <br>before the mountain of your own lostness, <br> hoping for a map <br> of your wandering in stone <br>that would authorize your confusion <br> as holier than the rest. <br> Lonely for converts, <br>you tell me I'm sure of heaven. <br> Just as lonely I reply <br> if someone like me <br>were to show up in heaven, <br> it couldn't be much of place to aspire to <br> and how could the blessed <br>not feel cheated? <br> But you don't get it; <br> you really don't understand <br>that life isn't an audition of angels<br> and the black cartoon <br> you've made of yourself <br>to win a feather <br> isn't a prelude <br> to the main feature<br>when the lights go out<br> and the ushers <br> who conducted the dead to their seats<br>evaporate in the aisles <br> and you upstage the movie <br> with your nakedness <br>as if God couldn't see <br>the snake-flute of your body<br>dancing with serpents in the dark.<br>Lust alone would have been enough <br> to keep us together<br> but waking from your dream<br>of forbidden undertows, <br> washed ashore again <br> on your oracular island, <br>you kept trying to weld the right light <br> to the wrong shadow, <br> and eventually <br>even the most exotic futility grows boring.<br> You dipped the stone-flaked arrowhead <br> of your aboriginal heart<br>in the toxic fires of your own undoing<br> and pointing it at mine<br> tried to deceive yourself into a direction.<br>And now you want, <br> now you long, <br> now you want to come back <br>and immerse yourself in the life <br> you once stepped over <br> like a drunk asleep on the sidewalk. <br>You've suffered and grown, <br> you've wept and derived humility <br> from irreparable loss; <br>you've trembled before <br> the first, terrible intimations of the vastness<br> of the sky in your heart <br>like the virgin flight of a lost bird, <br> and you want to be given another chance, <br> to surrender yourself at the gate <br>you once walked through backwards <br> so enamored were you of your shadow.<br> And you promise the river your tears, <br>the moon your scars, me <br> the rarest of your orchids in the night. <br> But when I ask you <br>what the drunk was dreaming <br> you still look blankly around the room <br> as if everything in existence <br>were merely the baffled clue to your beauty<br> and the answer<br> something black and revealing that clings. <br>You still can't imagine <br> how easy it is <br> to say no to you.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Patrick+White">Patrick White</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=477012" data-title="What I Wanted To Show You de Patrick White" data-description="What I wanted to show you, you will not see. 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