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<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=476650" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>I Remember The Bees</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">I remember the bees <br>moving like heavy slow notes <br>among the sunflower microphones<br>two octaves lower than the fireflies <br>on late August afternoons<br>perishing in the light. <br>And the irrelevant felicity of being me<br>with nothing to do but time. <br>Many roads and years away now <br>and this is another life <br>another town <br>and I'm staring out of a window<br>that's been forgotten by the eyes <br>that used to look through it <br>at the bleak winter rain<br>trying to distinguish the oases <br>from the mirages <br>in this glass-blowing desert of pain.<br>I remember white sweet clover along the dusty roadside <br>overwhelming the still hot air with its sweetness <br>and how it grew so high and thick <br>in the drainage ditches <br>it folded it wings over the road like a swan. <br>I remember watching the moon <br>lower its hook into the lake <br>hoping to catch something. <br>And now I'm trying to get it out of my mouth<br>like a question I can't answer. <br>I'm envious of the happiness I used to know <br>as if it had all happened to someone else<br>I could never be again <br>because even a river <br>can't step into itself twice<br>and the same is true of a bloodstream. <br>So do we all wash ourselves clean of ourselves in the running.<br>It's the mind's way of not staining its own clarity. <br>You don't need to see to shine. <br>There are quantum events of the mind.<br>There are insights and thoughts <br>auroral premonitions <br>and solar prophecies <br>that flare like the Medusa's hair on fire.<br>There are shadows of the unforeseeable <br>that cast their eclipses and sunspots <br>like exponentially tiny black holes<br>that steal the seeing from the light<br>and make space and time gape at their own measure<br>in the darkness of the heart of a human.<br>And in the next era of a moment<br>terrify them with the wonder of breaking into stars.<br>And most strange and astonishing of all <br>elaborated out of a chaos of photons<br>emerging out of the random<br>like wind on water <br>like Penelope weaving and undoing the moon on the lake <br>membranous worlds in hyperspace <br>blowing bubbles at each other <br>as if the light in their eyes <br>were life itself<br>shaping the multiverse playfully <br>into mystic glains swallowed by cosmic serpents <br>and fireflies caught in the drapes <br>by the open window<br>like jewels in the net of Indra, <br>like primordial atoms going off spontaneously<br>for the sheer thrill of it. <br>Mark one world and they're all marked.<br>And there's no end of the accounting.<br>That's why the most gracious of numbers is zero<br>and in any world I find myself possible in <br>I am the spacious friend of its infinite variety. <br>Even in Perth on a Sunday <br>among the flagging ambitions of leafless backyard trees <br>that have given up <br>dreaming of the doors and arrows <br>the coffins and lifeboats<br>they could have become in the hands of a mastercraftsman <br>and content themselves by staying out of the way of the powerlines. <br>Worlds within worlds within worlds being born <br>under my skin <br>at the tip of my nose <br>the end of my fingertips my tongue<br>pouring from the precipice of my lips<br>like lemmings and words not afraid to take a chance<br>the wind might feather their falling.<br>If compassion is worth the weight <br>of one single tear <br>of what life suffers here<br>then all things must be falling toward paradise. <br>Even the willows with their yellow-tinged hair trapped in ice. <br>Even the mailman who was convicted of taking his own advice. <br>Even the young beauty queen whose mouth overflows with saliva <br>as she dreams her makeup has turned into a pillow <br>that's trying to smother her like a serial killer <br>trying to get her attention on the news. <br>Do you see? <br>When you get right down to the point<br>there is no point.<br>Ask Heisenberg. <br>There's only you and I<br>and what we are<br>embodied in this memory <br>is merely the shadow cast <br>by what we are becoming.<br>Ask any star. <br>Keep the light behind you <br>like a ufo file with a due date. <br>Make a photonic leap into space.<br>Jump orbitals.<br>Release your infinitesimal quantum of energy<br>into the mind-bending unforeseeable gateless expanses of space <br>and instead of depending <br>on the fossils of cyanobacteria in Martian meteors <br>to improve on being alone <br>create worlds of your own <br>where space isn't time flatlining <br>but a field of imagination <br>where the absurd lets its muse run free as an enzyme.<br>Why do you keep coming home empty-handed <br>like Ponce de Leon searching <br>for the disabled fountains of youth<br>when you must know by now <br>it's the questions that are the watersheds of the truth? <br>It's the questions that keep you alive and searching. <br>It's the looking and not knowing <br>that keeps the fires of life <br>moving and growing <br>one step ahead of their ashs.<br>It's not the questions. <br>It's the answers that are killing you. <br>You might seek like a phoenix<br>but all your lanterns are ghosts. <br>Your eyes might be faster than light <br>but you're still blind if you can't see <br>that the world is <br>merely the shadow of an insight <br>you cast behind you<br>like the stars <br>like the candles <br>like the fireflies in your skull. <br>And it's good to know them all. <br>It's good to trace the lifelines <br>on the palm of your hand <br>and follow them back to the source of the Nile.<br>It's good to know the imaginary animals <br>that talk like your fingers <br>held up to the lamp<br>like constellations on a starmap<br>like zodiacs and arks <br>like a dog that barks <br>in the voice of a human.<br>It's good to see your own face <br>in the shadowplay <br>of subatomic particles<br>and take small intimacies with the profound<br>as if you'd just opened your eyes<br>like God's umbrella <br>in the spirit's lost and found.<br>It's good to stand in your own light<br>under the nightskies<br>and add your lustre to the stars.<br>It's good to abide in clarity and law. <br>But enlightenment is a darkness that shines <br>beyond the reach of your eyes<br>and just as space is bent <br>by the mass of Mars <br>so time is as supple as water and silk <br>and yesterday <br>is just as much the future of tomorrow <br>as the perennial brevity of this moment now <br>flowing down the lifelines of the mindstream<br>like a wavelength of night and time <br>that can't be measured in lightyears.<br>I reflect on everything I'm missing<br>and my grief turns to wine, <br>my tears to honey.<br>I resonate with the forked harmonies of time<br>like the tremulous skin of serpentine cosines<br>it sheds as it moves up my spine <br>like a waterclock of snakefire<br>pouring into the watershed of my mind. <br>And all the threads and rivulets<br>of my string theory thought<br>and the membranous theses <br>that are spun from them <br>are gathered up <br>and woven into whole cloth<br>over the black hole <br>of an acoustic guitar <br>the shape of a universe<br>as if it were a loom of music.<br>Time is music. <br>Space is music. <br>Life is music. <br>And death isn't where the music stops. <br>When you listen to it <br>not just with your ears <br>but with your eyes your heart your mind your blood your skin.<br>When you let it come empty-handed <br>and go empty-handed <br>without trying to grasp it like a thing<br>you realize that everything is singing <br>about what it is to be a human.<br>And you must be a human to hear it as such<br>because you can never understand <br>more than what you are<br>out to and beyond the youngest stars <br>that are the oldest of your insights <br>into the birth of the universe.<br>Time is music<br>and neither time nor music <br>leave anything behind.<br>Here once <br>here for good.<br>Though time has a past and future <br>a coming and going <br>a lament and a longing fulfilled<br>reflected like opposites on the watermirrors of the mind <br>it's still the same waterbird <br>cosmic note <br>first word<br>from the void in the mouth of now <br>waking itself up from a dark dream <br>with the sound of our voices<br>arriving in joy <br>and crying with relief when we leave. <br>I can hear the locust tree in spring<br>even with snow on the ground <br>and this hopeless duty <br>of a bleak window before me <br>singing in my ear<br>like the slow whisper, <br>the murmurous humming <br>of an intimate voice full of bees. <br>Time is music. <br>Life is music. <br>Death is music. <br>All the syllables colours notes thoughts feelings images and symbols<br>all the doubts and half-lives of the certainties <br>all the ardency of our holiest guesses <br>and starless inspirations<br>all the brutal black lightning insights <br>and firefly epiphanies<br>that have ever expressed the hearts and minds of humans<br>all the homeless clarities <br>and godless vagrancies<br>of what we're doing in the world <br>feeling lost in the doorways of our own thresholds<br>where every step we take is arrival and departure.<br>They're all the picture-music of us <br>and we're as indelible <br>as the moon dropping her petals and feathers <br>her hooks and thorns <br>her horns and claws and surgical fangs<br>like white swans and peonies on the river<br>like the eyelids of a mask she takes off<br>a drowned nurse<br>to remember whose face she's looking at.<br>And you can't remove a quaver of it. <br>Not the slightest detail.<br>Not one black swan. <br>Not the swerve of a single photon <br>with an identity crisis<br>striking the lightning rod of a nerve<br>that runs it to ground <br>and roots it in the body<br>until the mind opens <br>like the eye of a flower<br>a New England aster <br>that can see from the inside out<br>that life is a phoenix <br>in the ashs of a blue guitar <br>with the wingspan<br>of a locust tree in the spring<br>and the afterlife of a star.<br>Light flows through the roots <br>of my dendritic lifelines<br>like a zodiac of fireflies<br>streaming through space <br>for a place in the sun <br>and I can remember the bees <br>before the arising of signs.<br>I can hear them with my eyes.<br>I can see them with my tongue. <br>And I might not know <br>all the words to the song<br>or even what the lyrics <br>are all about<br>but that's never kept me <br>from singing my heart out.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Patrick+White">Patrick White</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" 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