<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=463302" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Torture remains</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">i cried myself to sleep, <br>3 hours later, <br>i still can't think of nothing else, <br>the torture you did to me, <br>you made me bow down to you, <br>you made me do what i didn't want to do, <br>i was scared of you, <br>a child who wanted to be loved, <br>becames a sexual toy instead, <br>what makes it worse, <br>you wasn't even family, <br>everybody had there doubts, <br>but you made them believe, <br>that you were some kind of saint, <br>made me feel like i don't belong, <br>i still feel that way until this day, <br>in my heart i know i'm better than just sex, <br>but in my mind i believe its all i'm good for, <br>do you know how hard it is, <br>to live in a world that you feel, <br>could of been better? <br>i will never get back what i lost to you, <br>a sense of pride was lost, <br>a sense of joy to use my body, <br>the way it was surpose to be use for love, <br>i feel it as being wrong, <br>the people i have feelings for, <br>just can't understand why, <br>i'm left with telling, <br>and them leaving me, <br>or keeping to myself, <br>having them think i'm just a tease, <br>and move on, <br>either way, <br>i guess i don't have much to lose, <br>it either, <br>let somebody i think i have a future with in, <br>and let them make the choice to stay by my side, <br>or let them move onto a girl with less problems, <br>but i hate not having that control, <br>and when i look at it, <br>i don't really have as much control as i think, <br>i just can't go through another rejection from a guy, <br>because of my past, <br>it's not even right, <br>to have to loose something important to you, <br>all because it was something you didn't ask for, <br>in the first place.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Mona+Martinez">Mona Martinez</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=463302" data-title="Torture remains de Mona Martinez" data-description="i cried myself to sleep, 3 hours later, i still can't think of nothing else, the torture you did to me, you made me bow down to you, you made me do what i didn't want to do, i was scared of you, a child who wanted to be loved, becames a se..."></div> </div> </div>

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