<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=463161" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Holding On To A Secret From The Past</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">i'm about to explode, <br>how many secrets, <br>can a person hold onto? <br>i hide how i feel, <br>but it still shows, <br>all the pain and hurt, <br>it's all so hard to keep, </div><div style="margin:10px 0">how do one open up and share? <br>will they believe me? <br>will they say it's all in my head? <br>will they laugh? <br>how will i start? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">frustation and fear builds, <br>nightmares come at night, <br>mind becomes restless, <br>than filled with thoughs, <br>and a voice, <br>'don't tell our secret'</div><div style="margin:10px 0">remains in the back of my mind, <br>self doubt controls my judgements, <br>going insane, <br>afraid to fight back, <br>i bite my tongue, <br>and try to laugh it off, </div><div style="margin:10px 0">when i'm ask what wrong, <br>a smile forms, <br>but tears run down my cheeck, <br>how can i say i'm not ok, <br>because of the sexual abuse, <br>that happened in my past, </div><div style="margin:10px 0">is now affecting me, <br>in ways i never thought possible, <br>but yet i try to hold the secret, <br>it already fell apart once, <br>when i was young, <br>will history repeat itself?</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Mona+Martinez">Mona Martinez</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=463161" data-title="Holding On To A Secret From The Past de Mona Martinez" data-description="i'm about to explode, how many secrets, can a person hold onto? i hide how i feel, but it still shows, all the pain and hurt, it's all so hard to keep, how do one open up and share? will they believe me? will they say it's all in my head..."></div> </div> </div>

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