<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=463048" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Being everything else than me</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">it seems like family don't know who i am, <br>it's like they see that i changed, <br>they just don't like where i'm headed, <br>to me it feels normal, <br>almost like a little too normal, <br>a part of me feels like i'm heading down, <br>a simlar past that i don't like where it ended, <br>but totally different situation, <br>it feels like i'm not being truely who i am, <br>when i'm with a guy, <br>i put that mask on, <br>and i seem to be the girl, <br>they want me to be, <br>either way i still do my things, <br>to push people away, <br>i say things i know they don't like to hear, <br>i do things i know i don't like, <br>my actions are only based off of, <br>what i know that person would like, <br>i'm not doing anything that makes me truely happy, <br>i'm still doing what makes other people happy, <br>and i'm the one suffering from it, <br>no matter how i say my abuse didn't hurt me much, <br>the more it shows in everything i do, <br>i just been in denial to see it, <br>it's a believe that, <br>if you not numbing your body in an unhealthy way, <br>it not really called 'numbing'<br>if you can't recall what you doing, <br>until somebody points it out, <br>it only shows, <br>how deep in your denial, <br>you really was.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Mona+Martinez">Mona Martinez</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=463048" data-title="Being everything else than me de Mona Martinez" data-description="it seems like family don't know who i am, it's like they see that i changed, they just don't like where i'm headed, to me it feels normal, almost like a little too normal, a part of me feels like i'm heading down, a simlar past that i don't ..."></div> </div> </div>

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