Click in the field, then press CTRL+C to copy the HTML code
<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=452293" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Outside&Calm 1 Oct 2011</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">On The Outside </div><div style="margin:10px 0">At home alone - kids visiting <br>you asleep, Carine called, she <br>can walk without crutches, her <br>leg is healed; wish it could be <br>the same for her broken heart </div><div style="margin:10px 0">It will take two full years at least <br>she says she can never forget <br>she still laments her mother's <br>death eight years ago, yet -<br>time heals every injury </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Patience will prove the adage <br>true; she shall be independent <br>even if she thinks the memory <br>of her friend's death will never <br>be erased from her mind</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Everything keeps improving <br>step by little step; thank you <br>Carine, the image of you <br>healthy again makes me <br>ecstatically happy</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Even if I am only on the out-<br>side - as stepmother of <br>course… </div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br>Calm and Well (Revised) </div><div style="margin:10px 0">As a child I hated the life I was born into, <br>detested humanity, averse to everything about <br>my overexcited brain in a family where the misery <br>of nervous tension was normality - no-one ever <br>calmed down - led to multiple allergies </div><div style="margin:10px 0">The body changes when a new personality asserts; <br>as a child I inadvertently programmed myself to <br>think of mealtimes and food as the worst possible <br>experience in my life, mind in overdrive as <br>family interaction drove me nearly insane </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Today I can't eat breakfast unless the allergic <br>reaction food triggers is mollified by migraine <br>medication - if I eat something wholesome to <br>stabilise blood sugar, unbearable depression <br>and pain reduces me to a zombie state </div><div style="margin:10px 0">I am Marvin the Paranoid Android, a state <br>so unnatural doctors and dieticians cannot <br>rectify it, I live a precarious balance between <br>excessive pain and being comfortable as a <br>submissive human being </div><div style="margin:10px 0">I marvel at the Dog Whisperer - my psyche is an <br>anxious, uncalmable dog unable to live in the now, <br>maybe my brain is that of a canine who needs the <br>right discipline - if only I knew how to provide it <br>in order to feel calm and well permanently</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br>[When I eat whole-wheat breakfast cereal my eyes go out of focus, <br>electricity dance in leaping flames in my head and I become too <br>depressed to pick up my pen - or anything else. When I eat other <br>things like fatty bacon and eggs or chicken mayonnaise, a migraine <br>pill relieves the distress and I do not become so depressed - simply <br>put on weight at an alarming rate, nearly choking myself with the <br>growing girth around my midriff - and eating nothing is not possible <br>as hunger and light-headedness make working and concentration <br>impossible. I am still trying to reprogram my mind to reprogram my <br>body to secrete different chemicals in different amounts, convinced <br>that life as a calm, stable, submissive canine type would be much <br>easier without the horrific allergy symptoms. My diary notes <br>explain all this.]</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Margaret+Alice+Second">Margaret Alice Second</a><div class=q>
<img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share">
<script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=452293" data-title="Outside&Calm 1 Oct 2011 de Margaret Alice Second" data-description="On The Outside 

At home alone - kids visiting 
you asleep, Carine called, she 
can walk without crutches, her 
leg is healed; wish it could be 
the same for her broken heart 

It will take two full years at least 
she says she can never forget 
s..."></div>
</div>
</div>