<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=452220" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Lose Consciousness</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">A headache used to seem like Divine wrath, <br>discomfort and pain like a manifestation of <br>total rejection which called for withdrawal, <br>but now it is clear this is only chemical <br>reaction to the food I consume</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Once, long ago, I stopped eating, lost the pain <br>and the desire to live all in one - now I partake <br>of what is on offer - bless the food, suffer the <br>consequences in silence, bury my resentment <br>against an unfeeling world </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Not caring that I am pulled into the abyss by <br>fatigue and depression - wish I could reach <br>out, find someone holding me tight when I <br>fall - this has never happened because I <br>turn away when in pain</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Like a wild animal, slink off alone into my own <br>private space, it's no surprise no-one knows <br>what's going on, I only confess to people far <br>away, fearing their eyes, fearing sympathy <br>and criticism equally </div><div style="margin:10px 0">A world of books, theories and dreams, an <br>inner sanctum - a soap-bubble fantasy in <br>which I take refuge - once it falls away <br>also, disappearing into the black hole <br>in my mind</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I have to lose consciousness…</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Margaret+Alice+Second">Margaret Alice Second</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=452220" data-title="Lose Consciousness de Margaret Alice Second" data-description="A headache used to seem like Divine wrath, discomfort and pain like a manifestation of total rejection which called for withdrawal, but now it is clear this is only chemical reaction to the food I consume Once, long ago, I stopped eating, los..."></div> </div> </div>

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