<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=436836" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>I Choose To Heal</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">I've decided not to be reminded of my griefs.<br>I've learned that carrying a baggage of sorrows, <br>Only weighs on my back...<br>Unhappiness to be left to be repeatedly monitored.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Tears cried as others measured my pain, <br>On a scale from one to ten...<br>Are days I've chosen not to live.<br>Again! <br>And again.<br>AND...again without end.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Why should I celebrate my agony, <br>On a regular basis? <br>What does doing this for me achieve? <br>A hatred and bitterness I pray from me will leave? <br>Or a constant search to seek validation, <br>How miserable my life lived can be? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">NO! <br>For others that may be so, <br>To acknowledge without a letting go.<br>But for me...<br>My happiness comes with the knowing, <br>I can forgive.<br>Not forgot! <br>My mind wont let me do it.<br>But make attempts to forgive I can do.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I've decided not to be reminded of my griefs.<br>I've learned that carrying a baggage of sorrows, <br>Only weighs on my back...<br>Unhappiness to be left to be repeatedly monitored.<br>I choose not to keep my healing wounds, <br>Left to pick to bleed repeatedly in anger.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I choose with faith, <br>That God will handle my business.<br>I choose with faith, <br>God has my back.<br>And will correct all that has gone wrong, <br>To make right for my life.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I choose with faith, <br>That God will handle my business.<br>I choose to heal, <br>Not to relive moments of my agonies.<br>I already know what it takes to moan.<br>I already know that process.<br>I've renewed my commitment to living.<br>And give my deepest respect, <br>To those who had experienced...<br>Untimely deaths.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I've decided not to be reminded of my griefs.<br>I've learned that carrying a baggage of sorrows, <br>Only weighs on my back...<br>Unhappiness to be left to be repeatedly monitored.<br>I choose not to keep my healing wounds, <br>Left to pick to bleed repeatedly in anger.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I choose to heal.<br>Not to be left, <br>For the rest of my life dropping tears wept.<br>To spend in the process of mourning.<br>Riding high on the shoulders of grief.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Lawrence+S.+Pertillar">Lawrence S. Pertillar</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=436836" data-title="I Choose To Heal de Lawrence S. Pertillar" data-description="I've decided not to be reminded of my griefs. I've learned that carrying a baggage of sorrows, Only weighs on my back... Unhappiness to be left to be repeatedly monitored. Tears cried as others measured my pain, On a scale from one to ten... Ar..."></div> </div> </div>

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