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<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=427887" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Feel Like A Fool</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">Every guy that I have seriously liked<br>in the last 10 years<br>is married now.<br>All except two.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I feel like a fool.<br>Guy #1 <br>seriously messed with <br>my heart and mind.<br>He would never admit it.<br>It took me almost 5 years <br>to get over him.<br>Everyone knew I should move on<br>but I was the last to know.<br>I thought he was so amazing.<br>I saw his passion and his<br>spiritual gifts<br>and I tried my best<br>to turn a blind eye <br>to his faults.<br>I have so many<br>of my own, <br>who am I <br>to judge another? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">He called me<br>the Proverbs 31 woman.<br>How did he know<br>that is the woman<br>that I aspire to be? <br>He planned<br>my birthday party<br>when others dropped out.<br>He was the reliable one.<br>Most of the time<br>that was not the case.<br>But that time<br>he shined.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">But he constantly<br>had me on a tightrope<br>and he constantly broke his word<br>and hurt me<br>over and over<br>and over.<br>Eventually, I didn't really want <br>to put myself out there<br>again.<br>Too many guys have<br>failed me.<br>It gets old.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Guy #1 eventually moved in <br>with one of my former best female friends.<br>Her and her husband.<br>Unusual, yes.<br>Eventually she left her husband<br>and then her and her husband just got divorced.<br>He tells me they<br>have a good friendship, healthy.<br>I know him too well to agree.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I am so glad I am over him<br>but sometimes, <br>still<br>even now<br>it can be akward.<br>I stopped letting him in <br>emotionally, <br>and stopped bending over backwards<br>for a guy<br>who never appreciated it.<br>Who never appreciated me.<br>I just wish we didn't have<br>so many mutual friends in common.<br>That is unfortunate.<br>And I feel like a fool.<br>I wasted so much time<br>on him<br>and he scarred me so.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Then there is Guy #2.<br>I thought he was so incredible.<br>I thought he was so talented.<br>I admired him so much, <br>and his boldness blew me away.<br>That is all still true.<br>It was nice for me<br>to see that good guys<br>still existed<br>and maybe there could be<br>hope.<br>But I made<br>two errors in judgment<br>and grace seemed to be elusive<br>or at the very least, <br>it seemed hidden.<br>I need to be respected<br>and I need consistent acknowledgement.<br>The world is not good at that<br>but I need my guy to be.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Also, I am confident<br>that he judged me <br>for several negative actions<br>that I never did.<br>Truth be told, <br>I really am not one<br>to run after a guy, <br>especially when I have been too hurt before<br>and it makes me cry.<br>I would hope<br>that he would know<br>my character better than that, <br>but, alas, <br>maybe not.<br>If he never asked me<br>and just assumed, <br>then who am I to point out<br>that his assumptions are wrong? <br>I want someone who has <br>more faith in me<br>than that.<br>Yet<br>I still wish <br>that he has faith left in me.<br>But<br>if that is true<br>then I need him to show it.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Julie+A+Smith">Julie A Smith</a><div class=q>
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in the last 10 years
is married now.
All except two.

I feel like a fool.
Guy #1 
seriously messed with 
my heart and mind.
He would never admit it.
It took me almost 5 years 
to get over him.
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