<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=417230" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Flashbacks</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">I see my past and scream<br>I feel the hand strike me and bleed<br>I hyperventalate<br>It was their words that put me in this state<br>I cry and slice my arm<br>and feel the trickle of blood give me warmth<br>all the lights are off and the curtains are closed<br>What I am doing in here no one knows<br>Suicide flashes in and out of my head<br>I start thinking I'd be better off dead<br>I can't handle the memories<br>They're taking control of me<br> I wish I could be in your arms so you can take my pain away<br>I wish you would catch my tears and help me to a better day<br>But you can't and you won't and that causes a depression overload<br>My body is losing all control<br>I shake violently and scream for help<br>but no one comes for they don't care about my health<br>So i get the noose ready and set up the chair<br>I get a brush and slick back my hair<br>I wrap the rope around my neck and take a deep breath in<br>I kick the chair and start suffocating<br>I go leaving with your memory and love<br>Even though you couldn't admit it and me you tried to get rid of<br>my body twirls on display for the world to see<br>Maye now you'll be happier after all there's no more me</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Jean+Pullman">Jean Pullman</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=417230" data-title="Flashbacks de Jean Pullman" data-description="I see my past and scream I feel the hand strike me and bleed I hyperventalate It was their words that put me in this state I cry and slice my arm and feel the trickle of blood give me warmth all the lights are off and the curtains are closed What ..."></div> </div> </div>

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