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<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=399991" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Totally Lost</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">I</div><div style="margin:10px 0">With someone new to adore, <br>you are constantly <br>haunting me<br>as if at times you can penetrate through death<br>but sometimes I know that I am fabricating it<br>and for years you are out of my life<br>but sometimes I cannot get you out of my thoughts<br>before you jump into my heart again<br>as if you are not peaceful<br>on the other side<br>and in my sorrow and in life's coldness<br>I am stranded here<br>and you find no kind of relief<br>in the late night's big silence.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">II</div><div style="margin:10px 0">In the late night's big silence<br>my thoughts are at times with you, <br>while the big separation brings a chill<br>while I keep clinging to memories.<br>You are much too far from me<br>and your whole humanity<br>cannot stay here, <br>and it appears at times when I read your old letters, <br>when you are like a flower to me<br>that could grow in the earth of my soul<br>but death has divided us<br>and untimely you were pruned away in your prime<br>and still your absence cuts through me like a raw cry, <br>sometimes it's much better not to know about you.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">III</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Sometimes it's much better not to know about you, <br>to totally wipe out that which was between us<br>to forget the memories and passion<br>as if nothing had been<br>to cause your presence to eternally fade away, <br>to let each memory slowly pine away, <br>to stop me from daring in my dreams<br>to search for you to appear<br>and I am in a world where yours are divided from mine, <br>where I have got to keep to the here and now, <br>where I have to know that we are in separate places<br>and I am aware of this reality<br>that destiny cruelly rips lives apart with her claws; <br>my whole world was where you went</div><div style="margin:10px 0">IV</div><div style="margin:10px 0">My whole world was where you went<br>and in you I found my rest and joy<br>while you were with me as my darling<br>but life had devoured it far too suddenly<br>while my existence was anchored to you, <br>while our things was limitless deep<br>and we both were trusting on God<br>while now alone I search for answers, <br>where without you I see a new tomorrow, <br>while suddenly pain cuts unexpectedly through me<br>and I in despair try to cling <br>to the little that remain of you<br>and forever we are separate from each other, <br>you are buried in your coffin and I know sorrow.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">V</div><div style="margin:10px 0">You are buried in your coffin and I know sorrow<br>and no stranger asks about you or walks past, <br>there are people dressed in black<br>everywhere in the church around me<br>and everyone is disenchanted<br>where they are mourning<br>and it's as if nothing can break through the darkness<br>that appears about you a pretty girl, already a woman<br>and suddenly the minister starts talking at the front, <br>the sexton walks to the back and asks: 'who is lying here? '<br>his voice resounds through the whole church<br>and he gets no answer.<br>The service passes much too quickly; <br>I feel like I can fight against God.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">VI</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I feel like I can fight against God, <br>I cannot really know, <br>why some people lead longer lives<br>and for others life is measured out into darkness, <br>still less I know for what I am searching, <br>something stays just out of my reach<br>as if it is involved with the things that are happening<br>and just when I look it's already gone, <br>it's just beyond the bright blue<br>as if I am living with an incomplete purpose<br>where I am almost seeing it, it's almost in my thoughts<br>but I cannot see or feel it<br>and I know that something terrible is wrong, <br>where everything eventually becomes chaos.<br> <br>VII</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Where everything eventually becomes chaos, <br>where the whole world are waiting on disintegration, <br>I wonder what makes me languish<br>for new life, for the rain that pours down? <br>What lets me hope that very soon<br>a glorious age, a glorious day will appear<br>on the other side of the dark night<br>while everything around me with time collapses? <br>Now I hope to have someone else again, <br>that your life and hours of pain disappear<br>and again I want to begin with someone anew, <br>while I stay trusting that the answers lie in the hands of God, <br>while I believe that the sun will shine on me again<br>with someone new to adore.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Gert+Strydom">Gert Strydom</a><div class=q>
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With someone new to adore, 
you are constantly 
haunting me
as if at times you can penetrate through death
but sometimes I know that I am fabricating it
and for years you are out of my life
but sometimes I cannot get you out of my thoughts
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