<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=397649" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Attempted suicide</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">You were like a nuclear reactor<br>that was overheating<br>and mere heavy water<br>would not be enough<br>to cool down <br>your plutonium core.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Depression more than fury<br>had driven you past<br>all danger signs<br>and both kids<br>were already as if radiated, <br>the one by heroine<br>and the other past caring.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I had to brake the locked<br>bedroom open<br>where I found<br>rows of empty bottles<br>on the dressing-table<br>next to you.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Freed, you were unconscious<br>and I had to carry you<br>by myself to the car<br>while vapours <br>came out of your mouth<br>before you’re retched <br>right over me.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">The trip was a nightmare ride, <br>where I skipped traffic lights<br>and stopped at casualties <br>of the state hospital, <br>followed by the Police.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">You were less than a step<br>from paradise<br>and I had to force doctors<br>to immediately treat you.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">When you resurfaced<br>you were crying<br>and cursed me, <br>for saving you<br>and said thanked me<br>and in a way<br>you were happy<br>to still be alive.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Gert+Strydom">Gert Strydom</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=397649" data-title="Attempted suicide de Gert Strydom" data-description="You were like a nuclear reactor that was overheating and mere heavy water would not be enough to cool down your plutonium core. Depression more than fury had driven you past all danger signs and both kids were already as if radiated, the one by..."></div> </div> </div>

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