<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=365355" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Here I am Alone</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">How strange it is that I should feel this way, <br>Disjointed, disillusioned, isolated from the day.<br>How strange it is that I could feel this way, <br>Disjointed, disillusioned, lost within dismay.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">A deeper blue than I’ve ever known beckons beyond my shoulder<br>Each moment I grow older, each moment a lifetime’s fading</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Self pity breeds self destruction, yet how am I to construct<br>A world of splendour when I am forever scared to face endeavour? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Sick I am of fading in and out of blue, <br>Always I am waiting for the moment that I find you<br>Longing for the Love I offer from deep within my blue.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Outside you stride un-willing to hide<br>From insecurities bred through paranoia.<br>Here I remain, paining soft and slow, <br>Growing more and more annoyed with myself<br>For placing hope upon the shelf and allowing<br>Demons to toy within this heart of mine.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I feel as though I could unleash a flood of tears upon the world<br>That is if I were not so bound so tight within the fears I harbour.<br>In seeking the words to reveal the way I feel<br>I’m continually loosing myself within a recess of confusion.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Why is it that I am forever scared to face the world beyond my window? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">I envy you, you of honest soulful eyes, <br>Each second you amaze me as together<br>We attempt to seek redemption <br>Upon our journey through the skies.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Here I am alone, knowing that I could be beside you<br>Taking in the spectacle of ancient funeral rites.<br>Here I am alone, wasting away, sinking in the blue, <br>Here I am alone, smoking away the night.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=David+Lacey">David Lacey</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=365355" data-title="Here I am Alone de David Lacey" data-description="How strange it is that I should feel this way, Disjointed, disillusioned, isolated from the day. How strange it is that I could feel this way, Disjointed, disillusioned, lost within dismay. A deeper blue than I’ve ever known beckons beyond my..."></div> </div> </div>

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