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<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=364569" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>The Battle To Close My Eyes</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">I shut my eyes and shut them tight<br>This doesn't feel right<br>This can't be right</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Why do you close your eyes? <br>What do you think you can do? <br>You think everything will just come to you? <br>This doesn't feel right<br>It can't be right </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Shut my eyes harder <br>Close my ears<br>I cant hear<br>I cant see<br>This doesn't feel right<br>How can it be right? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Don't stop<br>Don't open<br>Don't give up<br>Don't <br>Just don't<br>This feels wrong <br>How could this pain be right? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Hey, hey you open your eyes <br>Stop it, I cannot <br>Boy, you're a fool open your eyes! You're not blind <br>You're your own man! <br>Boy live your life <br>Open your eyes, what can you find as you are? <br>This hurts <br>Do I trust what I feel or do I do what I know? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Boy you can't find her like this<br>Boy you're stubborn and puritanical <br>Boy you don't know a thing about life<br>Boy you're a fool<br>Don't be foolish<br>You, you're, you're wrong<br>NO! You're wrong, look at yourself you're a mess <br>This doesn't feel right<br>It can't be right</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Boy you said it yourself this ISNT right <br>You were MADE to feel this way<br>This, THIS is who you are<br>Don't run from destiny <br>Stop hiding behind your excuses <br>Will you just sit here and wait? <br>Is that what He would will? <br>Does He love to see you suffer like this? Doesn't He LOVE you? ! <br>No, no, I won't trust my feelings, but this doesn't feel right<br>It can't be right </div><div style="margin:10px 0">How can you find her when your eyes are closed<br>How can you grow with your hands tied behind your back<br>Don't you understand grace? <br>Don't you understandd love? <br>Must I teach in these simple doctrines<br>How far have fallen my son<br>Boy you're just a boy, a spiritual babe.<br>Stop making excuses you're not even waiting<br>It baffles you so easily decieve yourself</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Boy, accept your destiny <br>Become who you are <br>NO! <br>I will wait<br>I will save everything for her! <br>I, I......<br>And how is that going for you? <br>These feelings, if you're not made for them, then what are you? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Unfaithful<br>Unloyal<br>Unloving<br>Unab le<br>You're waiting? ! HAH you're impatient <br>And how is it going for you? </div><div style="margin:10px 0">You call that love? ! <br>You call that devotion? ! <br>Will she be pleased that you 'waited' <br>You gave your heart to so many, what will she think? <br>You can't do this, you cannot succeed without Christ, you know that<br>You cannot suceed He isn't with you, because you're wrong</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Is this idea of purity? ! <br>Is this your idea of faithfulness? ! <br>Is this your idea of WAITING <br>You cannot do this<br>And apparently, boy, you're too weak and proud to take rebuke</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Why won't you learn? ! <br>OPEN YOUR EYES <br>You should not do this <br>Remember your first love</div><div style="margin:10px 0">OPEN YOUR EYES <br>STOP WAITING <br>GO! </div><div style="margin:10px 0">NO! I won't do it, you're wrong it's.... it's all lies <br>This, this is how it's supposed to be <br>I will seek God<br>I will close my eyes<br>I will not open them<br>I will not search<br>I will wait<br>I, <br>I will<br>I will do<br>I will do what<br>I will do what He<br>I will do what He wills. <br>Seek ye first the kingdo.... FOOL! You pretend to know His will? ! </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Foolish and naive CHILD, you are full of sin <br>Fool you are a lustful being <br>Fool you compromised with sin and it's taking you over<br>You fool do you know nothing of scripture <br>When you burn with passion it is better that you marry! <br>FOOL, do you know nothing of devotion<br>I'd rather you sin than be luke-warm<br>You fool you pretend to know HIM <br>You fool you pretend to love HIM<br>You pretend to serve HIM<br>but I KNOW who you are<br>I know who you REALLY are inside<br>Your heart is evil, you're wicked! </div><div style="margin:10px 0">No, no I'm righteous! </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Righteous? Romans 3: 23 kid<br>You're not righteous <br>You're a sinner <br>You're drowning in your sin <br>Drowning in your lust<br>You cannot do this <br>You cannot win<br>Stop acting apart from Him<br>Enjoy your life<br>Enjoy the gift He gave you<br>Why do you squander this? ! <br>Why do you hate yourself? <br>I think I know <br>You're not living how you were made to live <br>Where is your joy? <br>You have taken it away with your petty rules<br>With your religious nonsense that makes you believe that <br>You cannot love<br>And in doing so <br>You <br>You have become <br>WICKED</div><div style="margin:10px 0">No for there is no longer any condemnation for those who are in Christ! </div><div style="margin:10px 0">You think that's a valid response YOU FOOL <br>There is a cup of wrath reserved for adulterers like you<br>What makes you think you're in Christ? <br>What makes you think you're saved? ! <br>Judge a man by his fruit<br>Your fruit<br>If you can call it fruit <br>Is lust, evil, desire, wickedness, self-loathing, cynicism, doubt<br>You make yourself drunk with your sins <br>You attempt to recompense with Christian clubs<br>You feel better by memorizing verses<br>But you're evil<br>You cannot hide from your sin <br>You're not repenting <br>Come back </div><div style="margin:10px 0">NO you're wrong I repented God loves me? ! </div><div style="margin:10px 0">You did not repent, your actions would change<br>I bet you that you lusted while having this conversation<br>You're not loved </div><div style="margin:10px 0">You're a liar from satan God ALWAYS love us.</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Your lack of faith, understanding, and wisdom is baffling to me.<br>Don't you know that your sins make you far from the Lord<br>How can He give you His love when your sin is in the way<br>No you're too far gone<br>I see you're too stubborn to receive this rebuke<br>I'm praying for you</div><div style="margin:10px 0">No you're wrong<br>God does not condemn me<br>God loves me no matter what! <br> You're wrong I will wait for her with all of my heart</div><div style="margin:10px 0">(So that's why you lust, every month, every week, every night) </div><div style="margin:10px 0">SHUT UP, you cannot buldgeon me with my failures<br>I'm a new creation in Christ</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Are you? Are you really? you? ! lustful, you? ! sinful, you? ! stubborn<br>You? ! of all people </div><div style="margin:10px 0">No In the NAME OF JESUS CHRIST GO AWAY <br>I will wait for her, God will give me the strength<br>My failures do not define who I am<br>He has given me an identity you cannot shake<br>No one can <br>I'm more than my lust, I'm a son of the one true God<br>He does not condemn me because I'm covered in His blood<br>In His love and grace<br>You're wrong<br>I will wait with all of my heart<br>I will not lose heart <br>I will continue steadfastly I will act as Isaac did<br>I will 'Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness<br>I trust that 'all else shall be added unto me.' I take hold of that<br>That promise<br>I will wait on you Lord<br>Thank you for giving me peace<br>Thank you for taking away the condemnation<br>But Lord that evil, that came from me <br>That's what I am inside <br>I don't know how you love me<br>But I know you do<br>Teach me to be more like you<br>I don't want to a murderer anymore<br>I don't want to hate myself<br>I don't want to be an adulterer anymore <br>I want you to take all the lust away<br>Maybe not yet<br>Maybe I don't know how<br>But someday<br>God I barely know what I'm saying<br>But I love you<br>I'm sorry I'm not okay with waiting<br>Please change my heart <br>I want to serve you<br>But I also..... I also want her<br>God you made me to have feelings....<br>But why now? <br>I dont think I can handle it<br>But I<br>....Somewhere in this doubt<br>Somewhere amidist self condemnation I trust... I trust you<br>With you can I handle it<br>So I guess I'll wait<br>Dear God I love you<br>There's rocks God<br>God they're sharp<br>I think I'll lose my way <br>The path is narrow<br>I'll never find it like this <br>God these are my doubts<br>But I love you<br>God I'm <br>I'm closing..........<br>GOD GIVE MY STERNGTH <br>Please..... please.... PLEASE HEAR ME! </div><div style="margin:10px 0">God..... God.... I'm, I will, I, ..... I will <br>Just lead me<br>I need you<br>.....</div><div style="margin:10px 0">God</div><div style="margin:10px 0">I'm closing my eyes now.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=David+Knox">David Knox</a><div class=q>
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This doesn't feel right
This can't be right

Why do you close your eyes? 
What do you think you can do? 
You think everything will just come to you? 
This doesn't feel right
It can't be right 

Shut my eyes harde..."></div>
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