<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=364525" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Not Knowing</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">Not knowing is worse...<br>Where to run to...<br>to have no one to hold you tightly and console is this not a curse? <br>but as for me who<br>do i have and whom may i turn to? whom may i trust <br>so many i wish to but my friendship turns to lust<br>my feelings melt into love <br>yearning for my more... when i should desire nothing...deserve no dove<br>deserve no one pure, for i am dirty...unclean<br>in this darkness my troubles teem <br>i drag myself deeper in to try to get to you...not knowing is worse <br>its a curse<br>not knowing if one is being ignored not knowing if what you turn to<br>is something that is real...not just real to you<br>Can you hear my voice im yelling now<br>i have been condemned by what i allow<br>sinking deeper just to have someone that i can touch<br>having something to turn to not being enough something to clutch<br>why can't i trust what saved me from the monster inside<br>why do i hide from Him and run to you<br>why do you ignore me and why do i feel ignored <br>why does my life not feel restored <br>I want to know who i am.. i want to know you too<br>tell me the reason we are distinct and so distant<br>but who can show me why i cannot trust the one who saved me, for this is not consistent</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=David+Knox">David Knox</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=364525" data-title="Not Knowing de David Knox" data-description="Not knowing is worse... Where to run to... to have no one to hold you tightly and console is this not a curse? but as for me who do i have and whom may i turn to? whom may i trust so many i wish to but my friendship turns to lust my feelings mel..."></div> </div> </div>

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