<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=360158" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>Steps Backwards</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">Thanks to all for watching me<br>and for the compliments, dealt dutif'ly <br>I am simply stunned to know<br>so many really watched the show<br>But even though it went so well<br>we were loved by all around <br>The more you all will build me up<br>myself, I will tear down<br>No, I don't cry at night no more<br>nor do I dream of fears<br>Old habits, evil, are seeping through<br>as I remember previous years<br> <br>Love may seem to be going well<br> Looking in from the outside<br>but I don't focus as is normal for me<br> and addiction is coming back to get the best of me<br>You see since I first fell I always will fall easily<br>But loss has changed the way things work inside of me<br>so I begin to resort back to those ways<br> to go back to what always felt good<br> and avoid strange new feelings he wants to give to me<br>I eat in ratios of loss and gain<br>I write more words, no two the same<br>I pull out hair, and enjoy the pain <br>I steal some wine, it calls my name<br>I need a fresh cut on my wrist<br>to remind me of the pain within<br>to tell me that, you know this is it<br>You either make it or you don't.<br>It's all my fault I'm on my own, <br>For I've grown so used to being alone.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=D.M.L.+Catseye">D.M.L. Catseye</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=360158" data-title="Steps Backwards de D.M.L. Catseye" data-description="Thanks to all for watching me and for the compliments, dealt dutif'ly I am simply stunned to know so many really watched the show But even though it went so well we were loved by all around The more you all will build me up myself, I will tear d..."></div> </div> </div>

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