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<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=358273" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>If I Die</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">If I am to die today, listen and please try to understand<br>I am not to be blamed, as<br>These woods are adamantly magical, although the sky, <br>Overcast and gray as it is, <br>I could envision the rain falling, though <br>No droplets seem to be touching the ground, <br>Paved with asphalt it is, <br>Black as a nightmare it is, and<br>If I were to have been attacked or strangled by <br>This strange person whose voice I have heard commanding me to die, <br>Some horrific humanoid creature that wants me damned, dead and gone, <br>If I am to die to day, it is to be my fate; <br>I just cannot persevere, <br>Not one more moment, neither a second longer, as<br>My pain has cut me so deeply, <br>I believe my time has come.<br>Please do not pick roses for me, neither<br>Wild flowers whether be wild violets, dandelions or<br>Let the morning glories open and laugh all they care to, as<br>I cannot laugh, but neither can I weep, <br>Though pain cuts deeply into my soul and the very core of me.<br>No rain has ever fallen from my heart, or laughter from my essence.<br>Somehow I cannot feel the raindrops no matter how hard they fall<br>Touch my lashes or braise my skin, and as<br>I try to collect the few leaves that fall from the maple trees in this forest<br>In the early summertime, <br>I hold them in my cupped hands so that<br>I may forlornly place them upon my gravesite<br>If I am to die today.<br>If today is the day that I am to die, <br>It will only be the obedience of some commanding voice or thought<br>That so cruelly orders me to take my life –<br>I know deep inside my core that this lurid command<br>I must obey.<br>I am forever on the run with the graceful and lovely deer that rule these woods, <br>Forever on the run I am from what has been deemed as reality.<br>If today is the day that I am to die, <br>It is my plight, <br>Suicide must be my fate tonight, <br>But please do not punish me for I am at such a loss, <br>So confused of what is real and what is not, <br>I must obey the lurid commands that permeate my mind so many hours of each day and night I am alive, <br>For if I do not I shall be destined anyways, to burn in hell-<br>My pain cuts more deeply every single moment that advances on my inner time clock, <br>So tonight must be the time my life must end.<br>Please do not pick roses or any wild flowers<br>To place by my gravesite, just<br>Let the morning glories’ laughter entertain you as you <br>Walk past my stone and<br>Accept my apologies for leaving you- my family and the few friends I have on this planet, <br>I hope I have not hurt you as much as I am hurting at this moment, <br>But I must bid my fond farewells to everyone, <br>I have for so long been on the run<br>From what is real and also all the terrible thoughts, voices and beliefs that others have deemed as false, <br>I just cannot live this way another day.<br>So since today is the day that I am to die, <br>Leave a branch of an evergreen at my site, as<br>It is the most beautiful tree in all these woods, <br>And wherever my spirit ends up it will always be on the run<br>And looking out for the welfare of everyone<br>Who tried to save me from this dreadful plight, <br>That I have had to live with every morning, day and every night, <br>And remember I love you all as much as I am capable of loving anyone, <br>So I bid you all a fond farewell, <br>Please do not weep for me but always laugh with the morning glories<br>Every day when they open their eyes to the rising sun…</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Claudia+Krizay">Claudia Krizay</a><div class=q>
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