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<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=350538" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>A troubled mind - 2</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">The female mind in me, recently in the limelight for wrong reasons </div><div style="margin:10px 0">It took about twenty years of twice-married life <br>And about seventeen years of widowhood <br>For me to understand <br>That the femininity in me <br>Is still dormant and has the <br>Potential to strike me </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Not that I remained free of <br>Physical intimacy with men <br>But, I was on the look out of a person <br>Who will be a good father<br>Of my only teenaged son <br>I exercised all cautions in deciding <br>The so-called life partner</div><div style="margin:10px 0">It is also my understanding and felt-experience <br>That sexual desire gets kindled in me <br>By the looks and gait of the men I used to come across <br>And at times I was driven to physical pleasure<br>It is also my understanding that <br>Physical involvement and actions thereupon <br>Lead to a momentary satisfaction <br>Only to turn vinegary later </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Further, the advancing age of my partners<br>Does not allow them to demonstrate an involved<br>Performance towards fulfillment of <br>The desires mooted in me </div><div style="margin:10px 0">I feel that the sexual attraction in me <br>Is not abated <br>But sustained at the same level <br>As it was when I first realized that<br>I was physically matured </div><div style="margin:10px 0">The turbulence of this quality of mine <br>Disturbs me so much that <br>I am weakly drawn to <br>The path of understanding myself<br>All my managing skills <br>And other human relation experience <br>Fail me <br>To see reasoning <br>When it comes to an attractive <br>Opposite gender</div><div style="margin:10px 0">Till recently I was in peace and comfort <br>With my ways of living under the cover of widowhood <br>But now got drawn close to a man <br>Elder to me by seven years <br>Who has a greater appeal than most of the men I met <br>And also evinced interest in me <br>The femininity in me drove me into him <br>And I started being noticed by others as well <br>In intimacy even in public places <br>With this twice-married smart diplomat turned politician <br>Who assured me that he would take good care of me <br>And would turn a good father to my son<br>He is powerful, affluent and elegant <br>Which suit my ways of lavish living </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Despite the fact that I have innumerable <br>Extra-marital affairs <br>My mind does not miss a chance <br>To indulge in such <br>Unhealthy thoughts <br>Whenever it happens that <br>I encounter a demanding male <br>All these leave me in guilt feeling soon after </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Indian philosophers were quite aware of this <br>And scriptures repeatedly warn <br>Against indulging in sensual pleasures <br>And reorient the thought process <br>In seeking help from the divine <br>In pursuing noble thoughts and desires </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Even great saints <br>Proclaim themselves as grave sinners <br>Probably because of <br>Such thoughts striking them <br>Though at far less a frequency <br>Than the way I frequent them </div><div style="margin:10px 0">Having tasted, rather been indulged in, <br>All possible sensual pleasures <br>How I wish <br>The female mind in me <br>Ceases its domination <br>In my thought-creating process <br>And helps me stick to this <br>Latest commitment<br>Make my son a man of great character <br>And avoid similar embarrassment in future</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Bashyam+Narayanan">Bashyam Narayanan</a><div class=q>
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It took about twenty years of twice-married life 
And about seventeen years of widowhood 
For me to understand 
That the femininity in me 
Is still dormant and has the 
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