<div style="background:#fff;border:#bbb dashed 1px;padding:5px"><a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=339550" style="color:#000;text-decoration:none"><div style="margin:10px 0"><strong>The One And Only Time</strong></div><div style="margin:10px 0">With spinning blades hovering above the bluest ocean.<br>I throw out my last life line.<br>But I should have known.<br>Maybe I've always known you would jump back in again.<br>Sometimes you just can't win.<br>But you still must give it the good fight and do what's right.<br>And with that done.<br>I must leave the thoughts of you behind.<br>The drowning victim.<br>Screaming for help.<br>But not willing to help herself.<br>So afraid of being alone.<br>But not willing to change it.<br>Grab and hold on this one last time.<br>The flight to be free.<br>Trapped in a mental absurdity.<br>I'm no good.<br>Oh I can do no better.<br>Oh I deserve all the beatings I get.<br>Keep telling yourself that because it is all you know.<br>It is all you ever known.<br>I don't blame or hate you.<br>But I can not condone what you are doing.<br>Not when the doing was not necessary.<br>I was giving you the help you needed to escape.<br>I was giving you a chance to enjoy every breath you take.<br>At a expense all my own.<br>I'll pay to ward off the demons of the black skies.<br>But only one time.<br>Only ever one time.<br>I can see what I built burning.<br>The futility of what I tried to do.<br>It just brings anger in my heart.<br>A sadness comes in the form of tear drops as I depart.<br>Another failed expedition.</div><div style="margin:10px 0"><br /></a><br />poem by <a href="http://en.citatepedia.ro/by.php?a=Ace+Of+Black+Hearts">Ace Of Black Hearts</a><div class=q> <img src="https://www.citatepedia.ro/g/32share.png" style="float:left" alt="Share"> <script type="text/javascript" src="//s7.addthis.com/js/300/addthis_widget.js#pubid=citatepedia" async="async"></script><div style="display:inline-block" class="addthis_sharing_toolbox" data-url="http://en.citatepedia.ro/comments.php?id=339550" data-title="The One And Only Time de Ace Of Black Hearts" data-description="With spinning blades hovering above the bluest ocean. I throw out my last life line. But I should have known. Maybe I've always known you would jump back in again. Sometimes you just can't win. But you still must give it the good fight and do what..."></div> </div> </div>

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